(from offscreen, UNKNOWN SPEAKER: Thank you….OK, And, cameras are rolling.
(crosstalk, several speakers)
(from offscreen, UNKNOWN SPEAKER: Before we roll, can I see Cyd’s…uh…action mark? And…beautiful, ok.
CYD: How did you like the shoot today?
EX: Umm…I liked it a lot. That was really awesome. Umm…I appreciate that you play hard…ummm…and I know that at some point you let me have my way when you could have withstood a lot more, and that was very gracious of you (laughter from CYD and EX). Umm I like the whole “I’m not a faggot” line (laughter from CYD and EX). The electricity. Your reaction to the electricity was precious. I like when you were like “conflict of interest!”(laughter from CYD and EX). Amazing. I mean, it’s just really hot, like, you know, the whole thing, like jerking you off, all the sexual stuff was really fun, you came like amazingly.
CYD: That’s because I had my hands over my eyes (laughter from CYD and EX). Umm…I…I really really enjoyed the shoot today. I was feeling really nervous ‘cause…ummm….I hadn’t bottomed in that kind of way for a really long time, and, you know, the things like electricity, and the single tail, and like, just playing with someone that, I, you know, haven’t done a lot of stuff with before, I was like “mmmm…all on camera! This is going to be interesting.” But, like it felt really good, and I felt like you were really listening to what I was saying even though we were on film, like your first priority was taking care of me and that enabled me to really relax and have a really fun scene and I really liked the single tail and things that I get to prove myself being tough, because I’m tough.
EX: You are tough (laughter from CYD and EX). That was really good.
(crosstalk)
EX: You know, that whole fisting thing, that’s OK.
CYD: Yeah, that was pretty good (laughter from CYD and EX).
EX: So, you have a little bit of wax right here
CYD: Ahh (laughter from CYD and EX). Thanks.
EX: A little come.
EX: I want to make sure that I can get your….does this feel do-able for a minute?
CYD: Umm, it would be better if my thighs were on the bed more.
EX: Ok, so ummm I’m going to tell you…in this one we’ll cheat you to jump forward more.
(crosstalk)
EX: So you can stay exactly…or…close to where you are.
(offscreen. UNKNOWN SPEAKER: Can we do this. When you put Cyd on the bed…can you be on the opposite side of Cyd? Ok, let’s do that, and then I’m in the right place
(laughter, crosstalk)
EX: You feel something (deep breath from CYD, groaning)
(vibrator sounds)
CYD: Oh fuck!
EX: What did you find challenging? I challenged you a lot (laughter from CYD and EX).
CYD: I actually found…ummm…things that I found really challenging were not things I expected to, like talking back and like the dialogue was actually kinda challenging because you kept saying things and I was like “I can’t think of a witty response to that now that I’m like face down getting tied up.” (laughter from CYD and EX). I was like “hmmmm…” (laughter from CYD and EX). I’m smart! (laughter from CYD and EX). So that was challenging. Umm…and….that’s kind of…getting single-tailed was challenging because it fucking hurts like hell and I was trying to stay still but I’m not very good at that, and also the balance between being a total brat and like not being so much of a brat and somewhat pleasant to be around. That subtle line (laughter). What did you find challenging?
EX: Umm…I ummm….I feel like I found ummm…doing that tie quickly was challenging, because it is one of those ones that umm I like all the lines to be pretty, and I like to, you know…and you and I do a lot of, you know, rope practice, just in a friendly capacity where we’re like chatting, and I get to tie you slowly, so I feel like I had this vision in my head that everything was going to be like, you know, shiny penny perfect (laughter from CYD and EX). And then I was like…(laughter from CYD and EX)…trying to go really fast but you were mobile, which is hot in its own way, and then didn’t worry too much about it after that…ummm…and I think…umm…I was a little bit worried, on occasion, that…ummm…we were gonna push, escalate, but you did so good, and I feel like I did good, with not escalating, beyond the appropriate…
CYD: Riling each other up.
EX: Yep. Ummm, and I also…I’ve never fucked you before, so I feel like ummm…I like to fuck people well if I’m going to, like its…you know, so I feel like trying to read your body and whatnot, and you were super responsive, so that actually was ummm…a really good experience and I’m really glad you came and had a blindfold on and everything.
CYD: Can I tell the story about [unintelligible]?
EX: Yeah (laughter from CYD and EX)
(crosstalk)
CYD: Ummm…Ex was flogging me…and it was like I was not actually meaning to be that much of a brat but it’s my inner horrible person coming out, and I was like….
EX: If I may set the scene (laughter from CYD and EX) so people don’t think I’m a jerk. Umm…which, maybe people can think I’m a jerk, but we…like for a couple years, we would organize this play party, and like, in this dry creek bed, and there’s like lanterns set up and I usually, like, front a lot of the organizing, so I’d set everything up and we were opening up the play party, like trying to warm everyone up to the idea of playing through…and, you know, you volunteer, and you’re like “I haven’t had a flogger before!” Or something (laughter from CYD and EX) which probably a lie. No. (laughter from CYD and EX). Umm, and, umm, so we were like oh, we’ll have, like a friendly, you know, meet and greet, warm up, kinda get people in the mood, and then (laughter from CYD and EX)…and then I was like…
CYD: Are you done warming up yet? Midway thru getting flogged quite hard because I’m a pain in the ass, and then…yeah, Ex was really done warming up and I had like a black ass for like two weeks (laughter from CYD and EX). In San Francisco. I was like “Ow! Ow!” (laughter from CYD and EX).
EX: I know when I saw your ass the next day it was like from across a field, I was like “Oh!” (laughter from CYD and EX).
CYD: It was really funny. I showed it off to everyone and everyone was like “Wow! You’re showing off that you’re such a pain in the ass that someone did that to you.” (laughter from EX). “Good job!” (laughter from CYD and EX)
EX: Well, I’m proud of you. (laughter from CYD and EX). So, nothing like that today? You got a few tiger stripes but not, like, you know, an entire continent of black on your ass or anything.
CYD: It was very…civilized.
(crosstalk, CYD crying out)
EX: I mean, you can act like you didn’t come here expecting this. Later, when everyone at school is talking about how you got the shit kicked out of you, again, and wondering “oh god, how could that possibly have happened to Cyd again. How does Cyd keep getting into this shit?”(slapping) Any answers? Don’t choke yourself. You think you’d have a big, fat cock if you came here with me today? (camera snapping) Hmmm?
CYD: No one told me anything.
EX: Mmm-hmmm. That’s good.
CYD: Fucking gross faggot.
EX: Tell me more. It’s so cute. I love your pillow talk. Go! Gross faggot! Go! (camera snapping)
CYD: You’re just a pervert. You’re a dirty pervert.
EX: Umm…I feel like…I feel like the storyline’s like, more, on your end, like with the development, um, that you’ve had, on the Crash Pad, with your character. Um, I feel like with me and Muscle Beach, we have, you know, have been partners playing together for a while, and, like, have a daddy-boy dynamic, among other dynamics, so we brought in, we just had like a really sweet time, and it was both of our first times in porn, so we just like had a really sweet good time together.
CYD: Mmm-hmmm.
EX: Umm…and ummm…they were like, you know, bratty at times, but also, like, we were just, you know, we just really wanted to, you know, have a lot of pleasure happen between us to like sort of soothe the nerves (laughing) we’re both laughing! So we also allowed ourselves to have a good time.
CYD: Mmm-hmmm
EX: Um…and not, like, be confrontational with each other in a power dynamic way so much. Ummm, but I feel like today we sort of anticipated that that was going to be our dynamic.
CYD: Yeah. That’s my dynamic with everybody (laughter from CYD and EX). Ummm…
EX: Unilateral interface with the world.
CYD: Yes, pretty much (laughter from EX). Yeah, cause I had the scene with Brad and in it there was like the schoolboy. I was like the total geek who came in and was like “what are you doing? We’re supposed to be studying, and that is not studying.” And then like obviously [unintelligible] so obviously deserved, and then I got my big sister to beat her up because….I like to get all the people to do my dirty work apparently, and umm and then the scene was, the story was, like you being like “oh, well you’ve been spreading around the school that like Red, like, did you wrong, and beat you up and took you against your will and all that stuff, obviously, you’re a faggot cocksucker and you really want it and I’m going to prove it to you.” And I was like [unintelligible] in the future, when I do shoots, I’m going to be topping someone (laughter from CYD and EX).
EX: Well, what I was going to say, when me and Muscle Beach ended, I was like, with the last shoot, I was like “I am a switch, you know, now that I’ve tried this, I want to do some bottoming, or at least, you know, get fucked, or at least something in the next shoot.” And then today when this came up last minute, I mean, I was doing videography for the first shoot and the next people cancelled, umm, I was already getting my period, and I didn’t feel good, and I was, like, God. I’m really excited to top and play with you, but I also wanted to, you know, be able to bottom a little bit, but I’m hoping, umm, one of my favorite things to do, and one of my favorite scenes, is I do a lot of, you know, faggot bully…
CYD: Mmm-hmmm
EX: …scenes, and, um, one of my favorite scenes ever was a revenge scene…
CYD: Yeah.
EX: …where some of the boys had been picking on me and found me drunk in a creek (laughter from CYD) and tied me up and beat the shit out of me, fucked me, and, umm, so I’m really hoping at some point in the future, you and Muscle Beach can come gang up on me.
CYD: No worries mate!
EX: I can take it! (laughter from CYD and EX).
CYD: I’ll be happy to do that to you.
EX: I’m not bringing any of my toys. You’ll have to find your own (laughter from CYD and EX).
CYD: I’ll just make do with household appliances (laughter from EX and CYD)
EX: How good are you at begging?
CYD: I didn’t beg.
EX: Red said that you begged to get fucked.
CYD: Red’s a liar.
EX: So Red lied about everything? You flinched. That’s kind of cute.
EX: Well, for me, this being my second time doing porn and it’s the first time having been with pink and white and also this time is just, you know, I get to fuck the people that I want to fuck in the way that I want to fuck, you know, and play, umm. I don’t have to stay in any particular gender role. I don’t have to, like, explain, or make like a big circular plot excuse as to why, like, I’m clearly femme genderqueer who is like a faggot bully with a huge cock and booty shorts (laughter from CYD and EX). It’s, um, I can just roll with it and kinda play as I do at home and that’s really amazing, umm, opportunity, and so I’ll take it, and I, umm, I don’t know, I feel like working behind the camera in porn all the time, you just start to think, you’re like “What would I do in this situation? How would I like to see this scene happen?” And on and on and on, so you’re just like, I don’t know, I just really like to bring some of the, ummm, thinking, to actually apply it in front of the camera, and I like it. I like that I can do this. It’s fun. Money’s fun. I like money too (laughter).
CYD: Who doesn’t? Umm (laughter) I, when I’ve had, like we’ve had, last night, that we may or may not get to do it, and I was walking to dinner with my partner, and I was like really excited, and I was like, in this really good mood, and then, I’m like, we paused, at a light, and I was like “Maybe I’m an exhibitionist!” And he was like “Uhh..Yeah.” (laughter from CYD and EX). I was like “Ohhhh, OK.” But, like, doing porn is really, really exciting for me. It’s probably my favorite activity in the world. I’m not sure why that is, but especially doing Crash Pad with, you know, someone that I really like, and I really trust, and I think is hot, and, like admire, like and think that you have good skills as a top, as opposed to being like with some dodgy dude, who is like “Yes, I’m a trained master!” (laughter from CYD and EX). I’m like “Oh, god.” (laughter from CYD and EX)
EX: Let me go get the duct tape! (laughter from CYD and EX) Hold on one second!
CYD: Some bungee cords, perhaps (laughter from CYD and EX)
CYD: Umm, it’s really really exciting and I love living in San Francisco and I think it…it blows my mind that I get to do things like this.
EX: Um, you’re really good to work with too, and that’s the other thing I remembered. I feel like most of the people I like to play with tend to be exhibitionists, and so I feel like playing with exhibitionists in their element, people who get performative in a really enjoyable way and become like incredible, like, to play with, because they’re like on their game and enjoying this whole other element, and I just feel like people shine really brightly like you and Muscle Beach both (laughter from CYD and EX) are total exhibitionists. He’s like “Oh no!” (laughter from CYD and EX).
CYD: Imagine if we’re all doing, like, a scene together we’ll be like…
EX: You’ll have to put a pillowcase on my head, because I am not an exhibitionist (laughter from CYD and EX) We’ll think of something.
CYD: Yeah. Tie you up and just pose out in front of you.
EX: Tie my hands up to my face like this (laughter from CYD and EX) I won’t show you how though.
CYD: OK I’ll just [unintelligible].
(crosstalk, CYD laughing, UNKNOWN SPEAKER: Dude that’s so hot!)
(laughing)
EX: I love Cyd!
CYD: I love Ex.
EX: Housemates forever! (laughter from CYD and EX)
CYD: I know what you do with your housemates.
EX: I can hear what you do in your house (laughter from CYD and EX).