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Speaker: Speed.

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Speaker: Yup.

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Speaker: [clap]

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Speaker: Danke.

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Speaker: All right.

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Speaker: Action when you’re ready.

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Saffron: Hi.

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Adina: What you got there?

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Saffron: It’s called a book.

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Adina: What’s that?

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Saffron: It’s called a book.

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Adina: It’s called a book, it’s got notes in it.

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Adina: Can I, can I see?

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Adina: Gonna keep telling me your pain?

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Adina: Sorry.

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Saffron: How did you enjoy the shoot today?

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Adina: I had a wonderful time.

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Saffron: Yeah.

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Adina: How about you?

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Saffron: I had a great time.

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Adina: You had a great time. Yeah.

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Saffron: Yeah, I did good.

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Saffron: You did good.

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Adina: You seemed like it. Yeah.

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Adina: No, no, no. I kinda got, I got that.

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Adina: I got that impression that you, you’re

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Adina: doing all right there.

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Saffron: I was doing fine.

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Adina: Doing good.

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Saffron: Ooh, yes. Slap me. Again. Thank you.

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Adina: Do you want to watch?

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Saffron: Yes, make me watch.

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Saffron: Fuck. [Vibrator shuts off, then back on to
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Saffron: Ah, ah…

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Adina: It’s totally gonna get the book wet.

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Adina: How you doing?

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Saffron: Great.

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Adina: Can I have some of that?

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Adina: What was challenging, if anything?

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Saffron: I think just like throwing

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Saffron: things…

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Saffron: Keeping track of things that were like

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Saffron: coming off and being thrown around

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Saffron: and yeah, just like props.

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Saffron: Managing props.

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Saffron: I used to be a prop manager when I did

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Saffron: theater.

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Saffron: So like just that that aspect of it.

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Adina: Just managing.

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Adina: Yeah.

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Adina: Yeah. Also just like remembering where I

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Adina: put things like where is.

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Adina: Where’d the lube go.

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Adina: Because it’s not like where it usually is

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Adina: when we’re at home.

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Saffron: Right.

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Adina: And it’s like. Oh that’s right.

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Adina: The lube’s under there. Okay.

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Adina: Like just. Yeah.

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Saffron: Yeah.

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Adina: We have pretty good chemistry.

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Saffron: So I think that was it challenging

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Saffron: and it was just like the technical stuff.

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Adina: Right. Yeah.

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Adina: Same for me. Like where did I put the lube.

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Adina: You know. Where’s my water.

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Saffron: Yeah. Like breathing also like checking

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Saffron: in with my body.

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Saffron: And just like not over-exerting myself.

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Adina: Yeah.

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Saffron: Managing my pain system.

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Adina: Managing your pain. Is your pain

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Adina: managed?

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Saffron: My pain has been managed.

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Adina: That’s great. I’m glad I could manage, help

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Adina: you manage your pain.

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Saffron: Very well managed pain.

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Adina: You wanna get me back.

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Saffron: Mm mm mm mm please…

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Adina: Mm mm

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Adina: mm mm mm.

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Adina: You can tap out whenever you want.

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Adina: Mm hmm, oh yeah.

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Saffron: Where’d the lube go?

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Adina: We’re done with this.

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Saffron: Between your ass.

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Adina: Um, so what are…

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Adina: What are your safer sex practices, and

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Adina: why?

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Saffron: Um, you know, communication is just like

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Saffron: the key.

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Saffron: It’s like incorporating

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Saffron: consent into the conversation.

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Saffron: So it’s, it’s like brought up

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Saffron: not casually as in it’s something that

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Saffron: should be taken casually, but like,

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Saffron: you know, like can be brought up that

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Saffron: easily because it is important and

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Saffron: central to every kind of relationship,

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Saffron: really not just a sexual one.

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Adina: Yeah, same here. It’s just, you know,

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Adina: checking and making sure that, you know,

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Adina: everyone involved is still enjoying

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Adina: themselves.

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Adina: And just. Yeah, keeping track of

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Adina: limits. And, you know, coming back

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Adina: and even though, you know, something was OK

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Adina: this time. Like, yeah.

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Adina: You know, let me make sure that this is

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Adina: still, this is good, we’re still okay.

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Saffron: We did this last time, you want to do

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Saffron: that again?

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Adina: Right. Yeah.

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Saffron: Yeah.

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Adina: Yeah. Um, I mean, we’re

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Adina: fluid-bonded so we don’t really have to

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Adina: worry about.

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Saffron: Yeah.

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Adina: Too much and.

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Saffron: Yeah. Because we have like sex often.

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Saffron: We’re not just coworkers who are scene

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Saffron: partners.

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Adina: Yeah.

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Saffron: Yeah. So that aspect of it was.

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Adina: But if you you know, if you do have sex

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Adina: with someone else then we’re obviously

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Adina: both using barriers and.

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Saffron: Yeah.

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Adina: You know, applying the same, uh,

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Adina: communication.

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Saffron: Yeah.

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Adina: So why did you do this today?

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Saffron: Um, you know.

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Adina: You know.

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Saffron: The capitalist financial

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Saffron: economic aspects of it.

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Saffron: Um, but like.

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Adina: It’s work.

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Saffron: Also like of all the things I could do

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Saffron: for work, this is something that I enjoy

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Saffron: doing. And I wouldn’t hate my Mondays

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Saffron: if you know.

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Adina: If this is what you get up to.

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Saffron: If this is my job. You know, I’m not

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Saffron: hating Mondays.

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Adina: You endured your commute Monday morning and

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Adina: I you had your coffee.

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Adina: You know, you lubed up your hair.

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Saffron: I’ve done different forms of sex work

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Saffron: before. And I think I like doing porn

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Saffron: and like filmmaking, and like creating

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Saffron: erotic film and cinematography is

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Saffron: something that is really interesting

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Saffron: to me is visually, but also like

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Saffron: politically, what that

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Saffron: all that entails in terms of

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Saffron: representation and the cultural dynamics

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Saffron: of seeing yourself.

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Adina: But that’s kind of why I did it again

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Adina: and I will continue to do it is because,

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Adina: you know, I set out for the first time to

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Adina: be the representation that I wanted to see,

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Adina: and I want to continue

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Adina: to be the representation that I want to see

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Adina: and encourage more people

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Adina: to, you know, to do the same.

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Saffron: Yeah.

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Adina: Yeah, I’d encourage people to, you know,

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Adina: expand their horizons.

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Adina: You know.

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Saffron: In terms of like what porn is and can

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Saffron: be.

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Adina: Right. Exactly yeah.

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Saffron: Who can make it.

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Adina: Right. And it’s it’s definitely, you know,

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Adina: it’s an art form.

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Adina: And, you know, you might be, you might be

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Adina: good at it!

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Saffron: You’re rather good at it.

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Adina: Thank you. I think you are exceptional.

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Saffron: Aw.

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Adina: Aw.

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Saffron: You’re exceptional.

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Adina: Aaawww, oh stop.

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Adina: Is there anything else that you would

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Adina: like to add?

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Saffron: I had a great time. Doing this

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Saffron: was like healing

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Saffron: and almost like

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Saffron: ‘therapeutic’ in a lot of ways.

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Adina: Okay. Yeah.

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Saffron: And like, in setting out to do something

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Saffron: that like a younger me would appreciate,

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Saffron: obviously like I’m doing this just for

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Saffron: myself. But like people who are like me,

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Saffron: like us, in our communities I think like

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Saffron: when I was younger I didn’t think like

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Saffron: I… One, I didn’t see people like me in

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Saffron: porn. I didn’t think I could ever, like

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Saffron: not just like be in porn, but make make

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Saffron: art. And like be desirable and like to be

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Saffron: both behind the camera and in front of

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Saffron: the camera. I don’t think those were

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Saffron: places for me.

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Saffron: You know, for various reasons, like being

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Saffron: disabled is one of them.

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Saffron: And so like today, like just the space

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Saffron: has been really accessible. Everybody’s

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Saffron: been, um, really sweet and kind.

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Saffron: And, um, yeah, I definitely

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Saffron: felt supported in like you.

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Saffron: And and like everyone here, um,

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Saffron: to like to do the things.

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Saffron: Do all of the things.

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Adina: I’m glad to hear that.

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Saffron: Yeah,.

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Adina: I’m happy to hear that.

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Saffron: Yeah. Thank you for being you and doing

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Saffron: that with me.

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Adina: Thank you for being my partner.

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Saffron: Thanks for being my partner.