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How did you enjoy the shoot today?

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I enjoyed that very much.

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You enjoyed it very much.

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Sorry I’m still woozy.

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So I guess that was good.

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I gues so. Was it? You guess so, or it was?

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IT WAS GOOD.

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It was good. THANK YOU.

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YEAH. I really, really enjoyed that.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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That’s I get?

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I was really — all I got was “it was goooood.”.

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No you got “It was good.

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I’m still woozy.”.

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I like…

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Squirmed a little bit and acted cute.

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Go.

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It was good.

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You’re putting me on the spot which I like.

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Power bottom!

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I had a lot of fun.

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We have really good chemistry.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Okay.

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Was there anything challenging?

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You first.

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Oh.

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Challenging….

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Oh I wouldn’t say challenging.

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Holding me down?

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Holding you down is not challenging.

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First of all.

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Oh fuck you.

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And now you want to…

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Let’s go!

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You get your energy back.

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Yeah yeah.

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Trying to maintain my composure.

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Was challenging. Getting you to not mess

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up my hair was a challenge.

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But I messed it up -.

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But I fixed it.

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Those aren’t challenges those are – you just the

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lost those battles.

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I’m sorry.

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Well I guess I’m no challenge.

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Nothing challenge that was pretty.

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That was smooth.

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And there’s your first shoot.

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My first shoot.

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Yeah.

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You’re a natural. This is great.

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I did I wait so long in my life to do this.

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I ask myself the same thing.

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I’m a theater… I’m a theater girl so…

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You’re been doing this your whole life just not.

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This particular segment right.

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Yeah, I mean we can go for hours about

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how much – how many aspects of our lives are

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performance, but how would she say

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that. Next question.

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I heard you’re good at this.

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Wanna find out?

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I’ve heard you practiced for years.

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Yes I was a teenage girl.

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You want that in my mouth?

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Would you like this in your mouth?

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Soft or hard.

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So have you done porn before?

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I have not.

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I’ve practiced.

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Yeah.

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On like Instagram? No.

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It just having sex with people.

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And making it fun.

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Right. Like pretending there’s cameras.

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You don’t do that? We all start, you know,

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when we start.

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No, no. This was my first first actual

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scene.

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Someone asked a question on Instagram

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if you felt like you were represented

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in the porn that you consume.

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Mm hmm.

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And I couldn’t, I couldn’t say that I then I did.

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I couldn’t say that I felt represented in

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a majority in the porn that I consumed.

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And then that person was like well you know about

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CrashPad right? And I was like “Yeah

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I do.”.

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And they were like, “So why don’t you, you know,

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be the representation that you

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feel is missing?” And I was like “Fuck

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it, yeah!”

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I said “Fine, okay.

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Challenge accepted!” Yeah, I’m at the point in my

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life.

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I’m just like, looking forward to, you know, doing

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new things and finding ways to say Yes

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to things in my life as opposed to

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saying No to everything.

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I’m glad you did it.

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I’m really impressed with how

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quickly and casually you jumped into this

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stuff.

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I think you first

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mentioned it like two months ago or something like

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that.

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So not very long ago.

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Not long ago at all. No.

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And then like done.

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Done!

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What’s next.

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What made you want to do this one?

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Why or why would you…

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What made me want to do this particular one, after

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I had already like, checked that box in my life?

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Yeah.

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I saw that you were looking for a scene partner

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and I just wanted to make sure that you know you

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got one as fast as possible and get this over with

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because I didn’t. I assume -.

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Thank you for helping me “get it over with…”.

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Yeah.

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No because like, I wrongly assumed like,

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“Oh all of my friends must have this great

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anxiety about their first shoot” and I was like

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“Well we know each other we’re ready and I can

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hopefully make this more comfortable for you.”

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Little did I know that you have no problems

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with any of this and I didn’t need

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to like, baby you at all.

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Do you ever fantasize about something for most of

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your life and then finally get to do it and you’re

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just like more ready than you thought you would

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be.

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Yeah.

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Like when I put ground effects on my motorcycle

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last week.

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There you go.

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I don’t know what that means but okay.

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Oh, what are your safer sex practices

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and why?

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What are my safer sex practices?

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I think I’ve said this before on CrashPad but

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just to reiterate, most of it is just

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making sure that I’m comfortable doing a thing

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with a partner.

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So just setting good

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boundaries because they don’t want to have like

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unpleasant sex.

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Right and that’s like, I don’t know, I don’t worry

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about like. Usually when people ask safer sex

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questions it’s like “how do you

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prevent the spread of STI’s” or something like

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that and the type of sex that I have is not

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very at

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risk of STI’s

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but it’s hugely at risk for

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other things that can go wrong.

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So that’s how I protect myself.

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Yeah I mean pretty much the same for me,

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outside of, outside of this Iife.

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I have one partner and

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we both get tested together and

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yeah just making sure that I communicate

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things to whoever else I’m with when having other

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future scene partners you and I didn’t really use

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anything but we’ve also we’ve

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also had sex before and

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we’re both comfortable with each other.

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You wanna suck on these.

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Just don’t bite.

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I understand that consent is a thing, but how is

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that even a question?

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Do I or..

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Do you want to?

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It is more like indirect command.

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that you should suck on those.

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Okay so there’s this thing that I like of getting

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pressure up between my legs. Do you like that

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shit? Like who so?

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Like, you know.

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Like Oh that?

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Yeah.

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Yeah. Like if I do that?

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Yeah.

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Like that.

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Oh my God.

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You like that.

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I mean I really just want to say like just to go

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back to what I said about why I started.

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You know if anybody is watching this and feels

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like they’re not represented in…

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In anything.

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Then you know take a look and see if you have…

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If you have the access and resources to

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be that, and in a lot of cases that’s what

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gets more people into that thing.

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So you know if you don’t see enough of yourself

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in porn then

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you should shoot porn.

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Why not go shoot porn, if you can.

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Right.

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Well you need access.

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I said if you have the access, if you have the

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resources, you have the ability.

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Or tell or talk your friends into

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it.

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Did I do that?

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Yeah.

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I didn’t… Did I pressure you?

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No you did pressure me. Not at all.

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Good.

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OK.

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I’ve kind of pressured everybody but.

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You jumped when I posted

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that I was doing it, you were like “I will help

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you!”.

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I gave you like two days.

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Oh.

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I jumped like two days later.

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That’s right.

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Yeah.

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Respectful.

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You were very respectful.

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I gave other potential scene partners

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two days to jump on that before I…

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Before you uh…

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Nice.

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I didn’t actually.

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I asked you what your challenges were but

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I didn’t actually answer that question myself

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because.

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Yes. What were your challenges?

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There was like…

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I don’t have many challenges with porn, but this

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time — and I guess building

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up I’ve had this… building up since like my

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last shoot here — I’ve had this

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thing where I’m like exploring asexuality

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for myself and like giving my self permission to

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be asexual or more asexual, grey-ace.

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And like, I I still

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don’t know how that relates to shooting porn.

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And I mean that was just like the biggest

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challenge coming in this time was like I haven’t

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had sex, I think literally since the last time

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I shot here, I think.

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And so then it’s like what am

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I even doing shooting porn

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if I don’t — if I don’t normally have sex

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in my life? And then some like some other

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friends were like “oh you’re doing a CrashPad and

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you’re like great you should totally do like a

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shoot where you

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explore what it’s like to have sex when you’re

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greyace.” And I don’t think that I like quite hit

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that yet. Right?

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I – I don’t know.

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Your grey-ace and you’re having sex, so there’s

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the answer. That’s how you have sex like a

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grey-ace. Yeah I think that’s the answer

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to that.

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I only have sex on camera.

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That’s my fetish. Okay.

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I guess it.

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But anyway that’s gonna be challenge that I’m

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gonna keep working on, I guess.

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But thanks for walking me through all of that and

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like giving me like a safe place to like have sex

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again.

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Yeah. I’m glad I could.

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I’m glad I can help you with that.

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Yeah.

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Yeah.

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Are we gonna hug with mics on?

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You can just hear…

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That was really sweet. Thank you. I just want to

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thank you for that. Oh.

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Okay I get it over there.

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Thanks. Thank you Mike.

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That’s so that’s my hair.