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Tessa: Yeah… yeah, people are like helping, and you’re like who’s touching my butt? Is it my lover or just some stranger?

Selphie: And it’s just, it, you know, and we’re like fucking to the beat too. Like gay beats are going.

Tessa: Yeah, yeah, fucking to the gay beat.

offscreen 1: Can we just roll?

offscreen 2: Yeah, I’m rolling.

offscreen 1: You’re rolling? Give me a clap.

Selphie: Okay, I guess we’re going now.

offscreen 2: Whenever you’re ready.

Selphie: Do you like my new butt plug?

Tessa: It’s cute-

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Tessa: So, how did you like the shoot?

Selphie: I had fun. I had a lot of fun. I’m still kind of dizzy.

Tessa: Yeah. Yeah, no, that was.. that was really something.

Selphie: It.. it was.. it was really good. I’m beaming.

Tessa: Yeah.

Selphie: Did you have fun?

Tessa: I did… yeah.

Selphie: Yeah, it seemed like you were having fun.

Tessa: Yeah… I’m still a little bit in sub space.

Selphie: Yes! I figured. You really went in!

Tessa: I know.. it was fun!

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Selphie: I’m the top.

Tessa: You’re the top?

Selphie: Yeah.

Tessa: Okay, we’ll see who’s the top. You can come on, top me, bitch.

Selphie: Gimme that ass.

Tessa: You know, if you’re not going to top me properly you might as well eat my ass.

Selphie: [laughter] I was gonna eat your ass-

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Selphie: What was challenging about the shoot for you?

Tessa: Uhm, it being my first time, obviously. Uhm, that… one butt plug… was challenging…

Selphie: That was.. you did, you know, you did really good though.

Tessa: Yeah.

Selphie: I’m very proud of you.

Tessa: Oh, and not looking at the camera, is super hard.

Selphie: Not looking at the camera? Yeah.

Tessa: I just know it’s there, and it’s like…

Selphie: Uhm, for me I guess it’s… it’s kind of awkward, like, to get started.

Tessa: Yeah.

Selphie: Like we were just, like, sitting on the bed. I felt like we had to have a scenario.

Tessa: I know, right?

Selphie: So, it’s just like, I mean, we didn’t have to, but I was just like…

Tessa: Hi, I’m the pizza lady.

Selphie: Yes. Ooh! We should’ve done that.

Tessa: Alright.

Selphie: And, yeah, I don’t know, it’s like, it’s strange to think about, because that’s just the kind of sex we have.

Tessa: Right.

Selphie: And then it’s strange to think, what does that look like, from a different angle?

Tessa: Yeah, right?

Selphie: You know, so I was like having sex with you, but also like..

Tessa: How well did I fade my butthole?

Selphie: Right? Yeah, yeah. Just thinking about angles. Uhm, yeah, I guess that too.

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Selphie: [heavy breathing] [moaning] oh my god..

Tessa: You ready?

Selphie: Yeah, I’m ready… oh, fuck…

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Selphie: So what are your safe sex practices and why, Tessa?

Tessa: Well, I use condoms with, like, penetrating things for uhm, that’s safe in a different way really. I don’t know! Safe sex is weird when you’re a dyke.

Selphie: Yeah? it’s weird?

Tessa: Yeah… because a lot of what we do doesn’t require safety precautions. I mean, some of it does. But it’s, yeah…

Selphie: Yeah, we definitely don’t.. we don’t do protection for like… I mean, like you and me don’t, we don’t, like, use dental dams.

Tessa: Yeah.

Selphie: We’ve never done that.

Tessa: I’ve never in my life.

Selphie: You’ve never in your life? I’ve used it before.

Tessa: Well! No, I have! It was weird.

Selphie: It was weird?

Tessa: Yeah. I mean, I would still do it on request if anybody asked me, but like…

Selphie: I’ve used it before.

Tessa: It’s not the best tasting pussy in the world.

Selphie: I had a cherry flavored one, so it was pretty good.

Tessa: Oh! Alright.

Selphie: Uhm, yeah. I also use condoms for a lot of penetrative sex. I get tested a lot..

Tessa: Yeah, that’s a main one.

Selphie: Yeah, we both get tested a lot, and then like, I kinda just do like the taps if I need to, like, because I get in a space where it’s hard to just like say what I want sometimes, even to say to stop. So tapping is kind of what I do.

Tessa: Yeah, and then just stopping to check in periodically is the other half of that.

Selphie: Yeah, it’s like before, during, and after, like, I talk about what, maybe what we will do, and then while we’re doing it, I’m like, is this what we want to be doing, and then afterwards it was like, how was that?

Tessa: Yeah, I like that too.

Selphie: And just kind of building this, you know…

Tessa: Rapport.

Selphie: Yeah, trust with each other so that… yeah, because consent is ongoing for me, I think.

Tessa: Yeah, same.

Selphie: Even like, years into a relationship.

Tessa: M-hm. No, if I can’t tap out at any point, it’s not sex I want to be having.

Selphie: Yeah.

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Tessa: Can you scoot up a little bit? that way I can do that..

Selphie: I’m gonna put this right here.

Tessa: M-hm.

Selphie: [moans] damn, girl [moans]

Tessa: Wait, slow down..

Selphie: You’re so close.

Tessa: yeah..

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Tessa: So, what made you want to do porn? Or to have done porn or..

Selphie: This is, how many porns have I done now? Not that many, it’s probably still like under 10.

Tessa: Yeah.

Selphie: Uhm, I don’t know.. I think I was just really interested in.. I don’t know, just because porn was kind of like my access portal to understanding, like, how to be happy and gay. You know, like, growing up is like that’s… that was the only thing I could find where gay people were happy. That was the only thing I could find where gay people were having fun being with each other. Like, you know because everything else about it was so isolating as a kid and, I don’t know, and you know, even into adulthood too and like, I, yeah, it’s just always been a really weird, like, accessible thing and like it’s cool to put your own body in that, especially when your body doesn’t get represented a lot.

Tessa: Yeah, yeah.

Selphie: You know.

Tessa: And especially doing like, you know, this particular porn or, you know, stuff like this, it’s an opportunity to use your body as a site of, you know, I don’t know.. you can really like, be what you want to see in porn, you know.

Selphie: Yeah, this felt, this feels more authentic. This shoot felt like… I’ve been on other shoots and it’s just like, they just have to get like all these really specific shots and like the directors tell you to do things and like they don’t ask you what you want to do, they tell you what to do and it’s like, it’s a lot. And it’s like, it’s so much labor. Like, this is, this was us and that felt really good and like, of course I’m going to say yes to that. Like I’m really happy that we got to do this and to share that.

Tessa: I’m honestly glad that this is my first porno and that this was like, my entryway into that because yeah, I don’t know, it’s a good way to make money, you know…

Selphie: It is, it’s fun.

Tessa: …is the basic reason why I got into it, you know.

Selphie: You’re good at it too.

Tessa: You know, more fun than most work, honestly.

Selphie: You’re really good at it.

Tessa: Yeah.

Selphie: I think.

Tessa: I don’t know.

Selphie: I’d definitely be in a porn again.

Tessa: Yeah, I will probably be in a porn again. Yeah, folks haven’t seen the last of me yet.

Selphie: I mean, I’ll probably never be like the president or anything so, you know.

Tessa: Yeah, but I’m going to be the president of porn though, and it’s going to be great.

Selphie: [laughter] Okay, I would vote for you.

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offscreen: This is a good place to end the scene maybe, if this is good for you.

[off screen laughter, clapping]

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Tessa: I just realized what my closing statements are. Oh shit, I’m finally a porn star, go me!

Selphie: Yes, just a big fancy porn performer now.

Tessa: Oh yeah, put that on my resume.

Selphie: We’re gonna make you a twitter account. It’s gonna be, it’s gonna be great.

Tessa: M-hm.

Selphie: Uhm, yeah. I don’t know. We definitely thought a lot about what we want this shoot to look like and want to be but I think we just ended up doing what we do, which is really silly, and I feel silly putting it out there, but that’s what we do.

Tessa: Yeah, you know, we’re just following the hearts that are inside of our pussies, so…

Selphie: True. Uhm, yeah. I hope you had fun.

Tessa: I did! Did you have fun?

Selphie: Yeah!

Tessa: Awesome.