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[2257 disclaimer; BTS Intro; filming scene]
(Clapper)
(Voice off camera) Thank you. Taking off your rings?
KIVA: Yeah –
(Laughter)
LADY EVADNE: Your face, your face. Your just like smiling, “What?”
(Laughter)
LADY EVADNE: – Oh man…
[Cut to Interview]
LADY EVADNE: How did you enjoy the shoot today?
KIVA: I had a great time, I was really looking forward to it, and you were a lot of fun
(Laughter)
KIVA: I feel like we got to know each other quite a bit better
LADY EVADNE: Yeah
KIVA: So how did you feel?
LADY EVADNE: I, I had an amazing experience, I’ve never gone into my sub space that deep
before, and um, it’s well worth it.
KIVA: (Laughs) Something’s-
LADY EVADNE: It’s very euphoric, yes, thanks-
KIVA: Oh good-
LADY EVADNE: You’re good at what you do.
KIVA: Oh, thank you. You’re talented to play with-
(Laughter)
LADY EVADNE: Thanks
[Cut to scene]
(LADY EVADNE crying out as KIVA spanks her)
KIVA: good girl (Unintelligible) …oh you’re soo (Unintelligible)
LADY EVADNE: …Ohhh, thank you
KIVA: Such a sexy little pet.
(Moaning and sighing)
[Cut back to Interview]
KIVA: What was challenging about the shoot for you?
LADY EVADNE: Um, well this was the first time I ever shot porn, but I’m really glad it I did it. I
think the most challenging thing was just diving in and getting past the little bit of anxiety.
KIVA: (Laughs)
LADY EVADNE: But um, it’s really fun.
KIVA: Did you feel anxious still once you’re in the middle of it, or did that eventually –
LADY EVADNE: Yh (Laughs) yeah, no, once I got into, you know, just the space with you, my sub
space, I was like, I didn’t feel anything but you (Laughs). You know.
(Laughter)
LADY EVADNE: Um, what was the most challenging thing for you today?
KIVA: I think for me it’s, it, it’s the same thing, every, every time you have a scene, especially one
that’s important to you or exciting, you know, I get very manic and full of ideas and want to do a
million things, but once um, the play begins, I just sort of get zero’d in and that’s all that’s going on
and there’s, uh, I really lose concept of space and time and reality outside of the scene going on, and
I think that’s a really important thing to achieve, because BDSM’s a relationship between equals, so-
LADY EVADNE: M-hmm-
KIVA: You need that give and take and to be able to zero’d in on each other like that, that’s a good
thing, so. I got into my top high too.
(Laughter)
LADY EVADNE: Good. I’m glad
[Cut to scene]
KIVA: – We had to do an ass play show on each other, and she had me like screaming and laughing
into the pillow
(Laughter)
LADY EVADNE: My ass feels so good.
KIVA: Yeah, oh – (Unintelligible)
(Laughter)
LADY EVADNE: My what?
KIVA: Your plug, it’s still in your-
LADY EVADNE: I know!
(Laughter, Unintelligible)
[Cut back to interview]
LADY EVADNE: So, have you done porn before?
KIVA: Yes.
LADY EVADNE: Um, and why do you continue to do porn?
KIVA: I found that it’s been a really liberating exciting thing for me, and I’ve only done things that I
feel happy about and it’s become just sort of another extension of artistic expression.
LADY EVADNE: Yeah.
KIVA: And you get to make your fantasies come true and show your realities and vulnerable sides to
the world and the, y-, it’s just, the, it’s a rabbit hole, Alice in Wonderland you plunge down and you
don’t want to stop.
(Laughter)
LADY EVADNE: Yeah, I can see that.
KIVA: And you, you haven’t done porn before, right? So –
LADY EVADNE: Yeah, no, so this was, this was the first I’ve done but, I would totally do it again
it was so much fun, um, I mean, it’s almost like I wasn’t shooting porn, I was just doing my thing,
playing kinky style, and then, yeah, I guess the cameras are rolling. It’ll be fun to watch it afterward.
(Laughter)
LADY EVADNE: Get to masturbate to myself getting fucked.
KIVA: Yeah – –
LADY EVADNE: That’s fun.
KIVA: And, and it’s exciting to show, I, the, that’s why I was really excited to shoot for Crash Pad
LADY EVADNE: Yeah-
KIVA: -Series because there’s so many ways to approach sexuality, there’s so many different types of
people, orientations of people, ways to express yourself and it’s, I think that’s the best when you can
truly be yourse-, and even when you’re submitting, even though you feel vulnerable and on the edge,
it’s showing how strong you are and-
LADY EVADNE: -M-hmm.
KIVA: -how much you’re really capable of
LADY EVADNE: (Laughs)
KIVA: and that you feel like more of a badass coming out of it, I feel –
LADY EVADNE: Yeah, how much pain I can take from the right lady-
(Laughter)
KIVA: And then you can turn it around and give it to your subs, it’s the best –
LADY EVADNE: Yeah, you know, every time that you dom’ me, I’m going to take everything that
you did to me and use it when I’m becoming the dom’.
KIVA: It’s sort of like you hear the parents’ voice in the back of your head, and you hear your old
top’s voice in the back of your head (Unintelligible)-
(Laughter)
KIVA: – fucked up – that’s great
LADY EVADNE: and – all fucked up shit
KIVA: that’s so – that’s why I love to come play with you
(Laughter)
LADY EVADNE: Yeah, you’re so crazy
(Laughter)
LADY EVADNE: Awesome
KIVA: M-hmm.
LADY EVADNE: It was really fun.
KIVA: Um, I would like to say that you can, dreams can come true, and if you’re true to yourself
and go about things in a safe, sane, consensual way, you really, you’re not alone, that’s an important
thing to realize, I didn’t realize that until I was older and got into searching around on the internet, I
always just thought I was the only one who had, um, kinky thoughts and –
LADY EVADNE: No-
KIVA: Queer thoughts, and that’s not the case.
LADY EVADNE: Yeah, you’re never alone, yes, when it comes to, when it comes to like, your
fetishes, your deep secret kinks, your, your, just like the only reason you think you’re alone is because
nobody else is telling each other that they feel that, so it’s really fun to bring that out of yourself and
it, it’s really liberating so. Yeah. Kink is fun.
(Laughter)
[2257 disclaimer]