(Can we cut right there? And let’s try it again, I’m gonna get a little closer, let me know if I’m in your shot, so just stand there for a second. Ok are you ready to do it again?)
Brooklyn- So um Dr. what did you like about the shoot today?
Dr Handzy- I really liked it when you took control over me I also wasn’t aware that you were fisting me. And yeah that was my first time being fisted. That was
Brooklyn- How do you feel about that? Just breathe a second
Dr Handzy-yeah um I feel a little lost for words; I thought maybe there were only 3 fingers
Brooklyn- um well I like everything, I like being with you, its definitely different shooting with someone that you know as a friend and shooting with someone you are a relationship with because there is already, I know you and your body so it was good to just play on that. And the stick was fun, I’m glad we brought it, and I had been dying to fist you for months now and your body hadn’t let me, it was just like no I’m not ready, then it was amazing you were apparently totally getting turned on by people watching cause you just opened up, so yeah that was definitely my favorite, I’m gonna write a poem about it.
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Brooklyn- what I found challenging was the heat is always challenging, and I always wish there was music in the filming of a porn, instead of my singing there’s singing inside of my head the whole time. So the heat is a challenge, and this part, talking about it, it’s like just kinda want to go and make up somewhere. What did you find challenging?
Dr. Handzy – Um defiantly the heat, I’m prone to sweating and getting hot already so and this kinda makes me hot
Brooklyn- It’s true he gets really hot, like big hot flashes, and I just have to just like be really dirty and he’ll get hot flashes and start sweating and getting red its actually the one charming thing about dating somebody white. It like oh my god look at how he blushes, it’s so cute, I didn’t know pink people could be cute. Ooh anyway…
Dr. Handzy- I love you. Um. Yeah what else was challenging, yeah I’m awkward, but, I love cameras so this was a very big challenge for me, cause I like attention at the same time. You know, um, it’s always challenging to let anybody inside of you, especially when you haven’t let anyone in there.
Brooklyn- aw
Dr. Handzy- For various reasons, various times, kinda just denying that part of my body and sensuality. And gender, but it’s really amazing to receive pleasure, that’s probably the hardest thing for me to do, always.
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Brooklyn- So why do we do this? I do it because I think it’s important to create positive role models in the sex industry for women and androgynous people and people of color because so much of our sexuality has been taken away from us from like the media and culture and just all these horrible taboos. And I really love sex and I just hope that it opens the door for other communities that are not, that are just hidden, that we have to hide that we are freaks so I just hope that it opens that door for me and a lot of people and it’s fun. I like sex, so I’m gonna have a lot of it for a long time, so Its ok if people watch, and it’s good to like share lovers and maybe when we have when we share a lover or when we can have sex like a couple and all these options sound like a lot of fun so I just want to explore all those things. How about you babe?
Dr. Handzy- hmm oh why do I do porn? I guess because, I do porn because I have a lot to express. I’m somebody who bottles it up and gets nervous gets scared how really beautiful and powerful you know I can feel when I’m with someone creating this bond and this trust, and yeah I love having sex. I love having sex yeah
Brooklyn- We can really hear you say why enough
Dr. Handzy- oooh endorphins right now…but um yeah it’s a great experience