Transcription by: Alexis Zmoke

[Black screen with message: “All performers were 18 years of age or older at time of the productions dating from May 12th 2007 (5/12/07) to the present date. All documentation per 18 USC 2257 is maintained by the custodian of records L. Houston, 2525 16th st 4th flr, San Francisco Ca, 94103. Not to be viewed by minors.”]
/Hands on keyboard. Director eye in front of computer screen. /
/Old school phone being dialed.* Phone ringing.*/
/Director eye/
/Ex is holding the phone.
Muscle Beach: Hello?
Ex: You’re late
Off camera voice: ___, and then hang up the phone.
Ex: Great
Off camera voice: Okay. *laughter*
Ex: Man, I’m mean. I’m like “You’re late, so… you’re dead” *laughter*/
/Ex is holding the back of MB’s neck and hair. MB’s jaw slowly drops into a moan, and Ex begins slapping MB on the face.
Ex: How’re you doing with those face hits hun?
MB: I’m fine. I’m good, yeah.
Ex: You can handle more?
MB: Totally.
Ex: Okay. You wanna think about why you were late? *laughter*
MB: Um, give me some good reasons… Some really bad reasons, and then a good reason…
Ex: Ugh…/
/Behind the Scenes Interview. Ex and MB are hanging out on the bed, dressed.
MB: So, how did… what did you enjoy most about the scene?
Ex: Um, I think that, um, I really enjoyed, um, getting to spend so much time doing hand hitting with your chest. I love the marks I left on you. Um, that was just really fucking hot, and I feel like I’ve never spent that much time going that hard on your chest before. Um, and I really like the, um, us running through that fucking funny like throwback to, like, you being late over and over again. I just love shit like that *both laugh* That was really funny and awesome./
/MB has no top on.
Ex: Nice and low now.
Ex is hitting MB on the chest with her hands. MB is moaning.
Ex: Come on, growl you fucking animal. Let’s go! *laughter*
*MB laughs, tries to growl.*
MB: Oh, oh, oh…
Ex starts playing with MB’s nipples, twisting and pulling.
Ex: Awe, you’re getting some marks. You’re gunna be naked, and marks… That’s going to be a shameful walk home, huh?
MB: Ah. I’m sorry, I’m sorry.
Ex: I’m sure you’re really fucking sorry. *both laughing*/
/MB is lying face down, tied up exquisitely and ass and legs hanging over the edge of the bed. *Slapping sounds continue* Ex is slapping MB with one hand, alternating sides.
MB: I’m sorry and thank you. *Ex bursts out laughing* Oh Fuck.
Ex continues slapping MB, using both hands now.
MB: Ah! Ah! Ow.
Ex: Okay, back to warm up.
Ex slows down their slaps and starts alternating sides with one hand again. MB’s ass is red and up in the air./
/___ helps MB get up on the bed by using the back of the rope harness. They bring a glass of water for MB. Everyone is laughing.
Ex: Careful…
MB: I’m laughing the whole time.
Ex: It’s more about laughing, it’s, it’s fun. Plus, it’s predicament: it’s hilarious. *mimics MB* “I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” *laughter*/
/MB is still kneeling up on the bed, but now it’s just MB and Ex again.
Ex: So I’m going to use silicone for your cock and then water-based for fucking you.
MB: Alright
Ex: Alright. *clucking sounds* How’re your endorphins?
MB: *indescribable sound between “blegh” and “wow”*/
/Behind the Scenes Interview:
Ex: Ready to answer your own question! *laughter*
MB: Um, I, I, I… I liked… Everything, the whole thing was awesome, um I’m… I think the only thing I, I had, well okay then that’s the, um… *trails off* Well, let’s see – what did I like best? Bah. Okay.
MB collapses onto Ex’s shoulder, exasperated.
Ex: ___ Pick everything apart.
MB: Um, I liked you hitting my chest – it was amazing. And it was even better when I looked down and saw, like PKHHHH
MB gesticulates, and shows off their marks. We see parts of MB’s chest red and splotchy beneath the pulled down shirt. *MB and Ex laugh*
MB: Um, ugh… That just gets me really excited. Um, I liked getting tied up a lot, um, getting pushed around, sucking your cock. Umm… Ugh, I liked you being really mean.
Ex makes a face. MB places a palm on Ex’s head and pushes her gently.
MB: You mean fucker. *both laugh* Um.
Ex: *teasing voice* Don’t fucking touch my head *both laugh* Just kidding!
MB: Um, yeah, just… Enjoyed getting fucked and… The nipple clamps were my favorites –
Ex: Oh, putting those on… God.
MB: – taking them off was a nice one… while cumming…
Ex: How does that feel?
MB starts talking with their hands.
MB: It just… Um, it just feels like… every nerve in my entire chest is, like… firing… at the same time; but it’s just, like, in –
Ex: Does it subtract from the orgasm, or does it, like, add to it or are they separate?
MB: Um, it adds to it, but it is also like distracts a little bit so it’s like I’ll struggle to sort of stay with the orgasm, but it’s also – it’s like an intense pain sensation. It feels good./
/MB is lying on their back and tied up. MB is holding a Hitachi to their genitals, and pulling on nipple clamps – attached to their nipples- by the chain with their mouth. Ex is fucking MB at the same time, and MB moans in rhythm to that. Ex uses their left, gloved hand to pull off the nipple clamps and repositions MB – sliding them closer to the edge of the bed. Ex keeps fucking MB.
MB: Fuck. *yell/growl*
MB drops the Hitatchi, breathing fast and loud.
Ex: Good boy… *whispering* Good boy.
Ex takes the nipple clamp chain into their hand.
Ex: Let go.
Ex pulls the nipple clamp chain out of MB’s mouth. *MB breathes loudly and moans.*/
/Behind the Scenes Interview:
Ex: Half the reason I do that is ‘cause I think during orgasm is the only time you can STAND to have those clamps taken off without scowling at me. *both burst out laughing*
MB: Yeah, yeah you’re probably right. That –
Ex: That’s how I started doing it with myself, ‘cause I couldn’t take… like after I was done I couldn’t bear taking them off. I would just, like, avoid it. I would think “Oh god” and so I figured if I could take them off during orgasm, I could handle it. *both laugh*
MB nods.
MB: Definitely… I was super nervous and I was just like… Coming in here, I was just like… I’m… I’m…just, I don’t know how this is gunna go. I hope for the best, and actually totally, totally like… it was better than I could’ve ever imagined, actually.
Ex makes a flattered face./
/MB is moaning, then chuckles through the moans as Ex is untying the harness. We get a glance of MB’s bruised chest.
Ex: What a little rope slut you are. You love this shit so much. Oh my god.
Ex continues rigging as MB enjoys, sighs, moans.
MB: That’s one of my favorites.
Ex: Yeah… You want me to drag this last one off slowly, or just lift it over your head?
MB: Mm. Slowly.
Ex: Yeah, of course you do.
The rope unravels, revealing more of MB’s chest while they grin, pant and moan happily.
Ex: You have really pretty rope marks on your back.
Ex takes MB’s face from behind, caressing MB’s face, neck and hair.
MB: Thank you, Sir.
Ex: You’re welcome./
/Behind the Scenes Interview:
Ex: For me, um, this went swimming. Um, I, I feel like I anticipated that I was going to have as good of a time and – I don’t know, I just go into things supper pozzie generally. Um, and this was my first time. And also, like, when I go into top space I don’t notice anything around me and so I’ve… like, all of my experiences with public sex have all been as a top… Except for that one time I bottomed, that was awesome also. *MB laughs* Bottom space operate similarly. Basically any BDSM position I’m in –
MB starts examining and touching the rope marks on their wrists.
Ex: – it completely puts me in a plastic bubble where I don’t kind of feel like I’m touched by anything other than the person that I’m interacting with or the people that I’m interacting with and, um… I expected that that would happen, and it did, and it was fuckin’ awesome and… But now I’m like really proud and happy that, um, we got to do this for a bunch of people and that it’s going to be out there. And I work in porn behind the camera all the time, so I really wanted to know what it was like to be in front of the camera. It felt like a needed completion of my experience. /
/MB is sitting, Ex’s boot is on their chest. Ex adds the second boot. After a few moments, MB turns their face sideways and spits a few times.
Ex: Excuse me? ! What was that? Just spitting out a little bit of ash, or did you want more?
MB: I have a little hair in my mouth. *chuckles*
Ex: Yeah?
Ex slides a thumb across MB’s tongue, a cigarette in their fingers of the same hand./
/Ex pulls MB back up into a sitting position by the back of their hair and slaps their face. Ex’s hand slides across MB’s face.
Ex: Open up.
MB: Can you get that hair off my tongue? *chuckle*
MB opens up their mouth.
Ex: Yeah, sure. Where is it?
MB: I don’t know.
Ex is looking inside MB’s mouth and on their tongue.
Ex: Do you even have – Oh yeah, you do.
Ex tries to take out the hair.
MB: It’s still there.
Ex: I know, I can’t see it… Oh, there it is. Open your mouth up wide.
MB opens wide. Ex drags their hand across MB’s tongue to remove the hair again.
MB: It’s right on the tip of my tongue.
*Ex giggles* and removes the hair.
MB: Thank you. *both giggle*
Ex: That was yours by the way. *both laugh*
Ex grabs MB’s hair in the back.
Ex: You’re shedding. Open your mouth up.
Ex slaps MB’s face.
Ex: Come on!
MB opens wide.
Ex: Head back. Open your throat up.
MB complies. Ex begins to slide their fingers inside MB’s mouth and throat./
/Behind the Scenes Interview:
MB: Fucking hair on my tongue. *giggles, continues laughing*
Ex: It’s so funny that like you could be getting the shit kicked out of you and the thing that’ll really be getting you is a hair on your tongue. I love that. You’re like suffering and I’m like – “What’s going on?” You’re like, “Hair on my tongue!” That’s great. *both laughing* Um. I think, um… the only two hard things for me were, um – and it wasn’t hard actually, it was fucking awesome. There was a point where, um, it’s becoming really apparent to me that some of the breathplay stuff that we do, um, with the jugular, um, choking doesn’t work well with that chest tie. And so, um, I just was, like, I think just trying that out and having you, like, um… like just when I went to go cover your mouth again to just be like “nugh-uh” – it was just a moment where I, like, had to assess through your body language, like, how you’re doing, if you’re okay, what you wanted. And it just went really fucking awesome.*MB nods* Like, you just really showed a lot of trust and a lot of communication and then told me when you were ready. And, like, it was… good./
/Ex has their hand on MB’s neck, putting pressure on their jugular vein as Ex holds MB’s head tilted back by their hair.
Ex: keep your eyes on me.
MB looks at Ex for a bit, then closes and opens their eyes. Ex takes away their hand, tilting MB’s head back up and kissing them. Ex then gets ready to put a hand over MB’s mouth as they maintain eye contact, bringing their arm close to MB’s face and pausing. MB shakes their head.
Ex: No?
MB: nugh-uh
Ex runs their fingers down across MB’s mouth and moves their hand away.
Ex: Okay./
/Same scene. This time MB is nodding at Ex./
/Behind the Scenes Interview:
Ex: It’s one of those things, like – hm! *both chuckling* I wonder if I almost just knocked you out! *bursts out laughing* How’re you doin’? Um, so… that, um. And I think just also keeping play down to a normal… I feel like we usually like, go for, like, it would seem like 6 or 7 hours at a time. So trying to like keep it contained to a reasonable amount of time was sorta difficult. Having you get off my cock was difficult. *both chuckle*
MB: Um… Yah I think just, like, walkin’… the door at the beginning was, like, what – the hardest part. And it got easier from there./
/MB is on a bed, face down and ass up. They’re tied up in the harness.
Ex: You want some lube?
MB: Ah. Yes, please. *grunts*
Off-screen voice: Okay, this is a good place to hold. We need a tape change.
MB: Okay. Ah.
Ex: Okay.
*overlapping voices talking and laughing off-screen*:
– I’m sorry are we going for a long time?
Yeah, this is like…
I didn’t even SEE it was time for a tape change!
Yeah, I know…

Ex: How’re you doin’ there?
MB: Good./
/Same scene, MB is in the rope harness, kneeling up on the bed. Ex is putting a condom on her cock.
Ex: Yeah, you better edit some of this out. *laughter on and off screen* Or it’ll be “Muscle Beach and the Jackass”… Mister Jackass.
MB: I really should’ve come up with some sort of narrative about Muscle Beach.
Ex: Next time.
MB: Um, being late because…
Ex: Oh yeah. “I was late because I was working at the soft serve stand…” *everyone laughs* And the cone dip ran out… Had to work something out… Shoot,okay.
Off-camera voice: already. I’m good to go.
Off-screen voice: What exactly..? You, you were bent over when we, last we held.
MB bends over, resting his head on the bed.
Off-screen voice: So, basically what we’ll do is we’ll cheat those last movements. So you’re spanking, spanking, spanking, and then you’re like – “Oh, I’m gunna get some lube”. So, you don’t have to actually spank him, but basically that movement like okay.
Ex: I’m going to do a little bit more spanking just to get back in head space. I don’t know how you’re doing. But, um, I will include lube in that.
Ex starts to spank MB. /
/Behinds the Scenes Interview:
MB: Will you start?
Ex: Oh yeah, I got a long fucking tangent. Are you okay with that? My life’s porn right now. So I’m like … um, so yeah. I dunno, this… This actually feels, like, really fuckin’ incredible just ‘cause I, like, I kinda got into porn completely backwards. Um… Or maybe it’s not, but basically when I went to college, um, I got super into psychoanalysis and I came out as queer at the same time and felt really bothered by a lot of the, like, gender assumptions in a lot of feminist psychoanalytic writing. And, um… And I decided in order to challenge myself I’d start writing papers in support of porn and, ugh through talking, like, about gender and, um, gender binaries and the way they are inscribed into most feminist critiques of porn, um, and talking a lot about queerness and empowerment, um, through porn, actually. Um, and then from there I started looking at, like, Spread.com – which was operating for a while and I went and, um, took a class with Barbara DeGenevieve in Chicago, and that was rad getting to talk to her. And I just did a lot of, like, video and everything. And then when I came out to San Francisco, I started editing for a bear porn company… fuckin’ awesome! Um, *laughs*, and – and I started working at Kink.com. And from there, like, it just was like a lot of production shit. And I feel like, um, I was just like really weirded out that, um, I had all this theory and like all this, like, practice around being in a porn setting but I had never actually been in front of the camera. And it felt like a weird dichotomy around, um, like, what I was in support of and around what I actually was willing to do, um. And I’d seen, like, Pink&White stuff and like the CrashPad and everything. And I know a lot of the people who have, like, done shoots here, and people who work on production here. And I just felt like it was the best possible situation that I could have done my first porn shoot in. And so when the opportunity arose – somebody approached me and I was, like… *snaps fingers and laughs* yep…I called you, and it was like, it was like five seconds. It was funny ‘cause you didn’t even… You thought I was inviting you to do still photography for a porn shoot or something *both giggle* when you said yes.
MB: Yeah. I was just… ‘yeah, okay.’ Yesss.
Ex: Why’d you say yes just so, like… *snaps fingers three more times*?
MB: ‘Cause it’s… I don’t know. I had… Well, I – I had no idea but I thought, like it was either from, just like, carrying chords to, like, ugh… to being in front of the camera. And then, just, whatever, I just wanted to be a part of it.
Ex: There was a moment of realization in the car where I was like “no, baby, we’re not going to be carrying cords”. *both laugh* Were you like, ‘oh shit’? Or were you like..?
MB: No, not at all. Not at all. I was, I was super stoked. I was stoked. Ugh… for me, why I wanted to do porn… ugh, I watch a lot of it. *giggles* Um, spend a lot of my time watching porn. Um, and… just, I don’t know… I just, like… It’s… There’s a lot of; you can just tell there’s formulas… And I’ll, yanno, just, I notice a lot of like… I was always to, ugh… be a little bit more exhi-, exhi- … blegh, exhibitionistic, um… and… But I never really saw, like, the kind of sex that I would’ve wanted to portray, or, um, have in front of a camera, really. And I also didn’t see, like… It’s not as common to see, lik,e queer bodies and, um, situations happening in porn. It’s… it’s very formulaic. Um. And so I’m really… I’m just really stoked to be part of this project. And yeah, I saw, a couple years ago I saw, um… some, ugh… I think, um, part of the CrashPad Series and… I saw that – I went to your website and saw that you, um, were just, like… ‘hey, if you want to come and do this, be a model – go for it’. And I just, I guess I never had the guts until now.
Ex: Until you accidentally signed up. *bursts out laughing* Um, I wanted… I want to ask you a question: how was it to cum on camera? Like, did you have to struggle for that, or like..?
MB: Um, a little bit. But like – like you said about being in a bubble – like, I do the same thing. So I was just, like – I… I mean, my eyes were closed for a lot, a lot of this. And when they weren’t I was just looking at you, or I was looking to the side of the camera, or…um. I was actually, it was more, like – I had a lot of anticipatory nervousness about it, um… I was afraid I was gunna get frustrated with my body if it was just, like, too scared to, like, to cum on camera or whatever. But, um – no, it happened.
Ex: So exciting – I’m in total awe.
Off-camera: Well, I guess that’s it!
MB: Yeah. Thank you! Very much.
Off-camera: Yay *clapping* thank you!/
Fade-out to black.
[Black screen with message: “All performers were 18 years of age or older at time of the productions dating from May 12th 2007 (5/12/07) to the present date. All documentation per 18 USC 2257 is maintained by the custodian of records L. Houston, 2525 16th st 4th flr, San Francisco Ca, 94103. Not to be viewed by minors.”]