Transcription by Juliana Marie

[2257 disclaimer; BTS Intro]
VOICE OFF CAMERA (VOC):
VOC: Hey, it’s been so long.
VOC: I know.
VOC: I missed that damn shoe.
VOC: On 2 –
VOC: Wait, wait, w-, yeah, I got you, I got you
VOC: – 1, 2, 3 [CLAP]
VOC: Ooh!
[Laughter]
VOC: That’s like a long distance spank there. All right.
[LILIYANA sits down, fade out]
[Cut to interview]
LILIYANA: I’m on top here.
AUDREY: Yes.
LILIYANA: I’m going to ask you how you enjoyed the shoot today. (Laughs)
AUDREY: I loved the shoot today.
LILIYANA: Yeah.
AUDREY: Yeah. It was a lot of fun, we got to spend some good quality time together.
LILIYANA: M-hmm.
AUDREY: Which, um, which I, any chance I get, I love spending time with you, and-
LILIYANA: Yeah.
AUDREY: We got to do a really fun scene and it just kind of unfolded, like, exactly the way that we had kind of thought, and that was –
LILIYANA: Exactly, but better –
AUDREY: But better, yeah, it was so much better.
LILIYANA: I really enjoyed the um, the fact that, although we kind of had an idea of what we wanted to do like –
AUDREY: Yeah
LILIYANA: Once things start flowing, you just start-
AUDREY: It was like very organic.
LILIYANA: Yeah, you just start improvising.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: And yeah the flow just keep going and going so I really, I enjoyed that a lot, yeah for sure.
[Cut to scene]
AUDREY: Oh, yeah. Can I come, Daddy?
LILIYANA: Noooo, no you can’t. ‘cause you know what you did? Do you know what you did? You made Daddy break the rule. No. Boots. On. The bed; look what you did!
AUDREY: Um.
LILIYANA: What did you think was challenging about the shoot? We talked about the flow and stuff.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: But sometimes –
AUDREY: I thought the um, some of the predicament was challenging for me.
LILIYANA: For you.
AUDREY: Like having, having my arms behind me when I like licked you to get you off.
LILIYANA: M-hmm.
AUDREY: At the end. That was like pretty challenging, and also –
LILIYANA: And that was kind of a spontaneous thing too, right?
AUDREY: Yeah, yeah.
LILIYANA: (laughing) – that
AUDREY: You’re like very, like demanding with that, but I really get off on –
LILIYANA: Me, demanding? (Laughs)
AUDREY: I’m a masochist, so, yeah. So like I totally loved that.
LILIYANA: M-hmm.
AUDREY: Like how about you, what did you find that was challenging.
LILIYANA: Well, what I, what I was afraid might be a little challenging, was just being on set. Um, even though we’ve done things before, I was still, it’s a different environment, you haven’t been there before, you’re not quite sure how things are going to be able to transition and be moved so –
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: Um, it was a little challenging sometimes being conscientious about that, to a certain extent, like at one point I know you almost like went off the edge of the bed, and it’s like, ahhh!
AUDREY: I really wanted to get fucked so bad –
LILIYANA: So yeah, it’s like the, kind of working through the different things that are going on, in a space that you’re not used to.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: But that’s part of what makes it fun is you’re in a space that you’re not used to, so-
AUDREY: And also this bed is smaller than what we’re used to, ‘cause we’re used to –
LILIYANA: Well, what do we always say, once you go king you never come back, right?
AUDREY: Yeah, yep that’s true –
LILIYANA: Of course we’re little princesses
(Laughter)
[Cut to scene]
LILIYANA: (Sighs, snaps fingers) (Whispering) All right. Daddy’s good girl.
AUDREY: Uh huh.
LILIYANA: Yeah.
AUDREY: Yes, dad.
LILIYANA: Gonna make Daddy happy now?
AUDREY: Uh huh.
LILIYANA: Yes Daddy.
AUDREY: Yes, Daddy.
LILIYANA, AUDREY (Whispering, unintelligible)
[Cut back to interview]
LILIYANA: Although today we were the two of us playing together.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: Um, and we play very naturally, and very organically, but we have an open relationship, so we both also play with other partners.
AUDREY: Yes.
LILIYANA: So it’s important to keep our relationship safe between the two of us.
AUDREY: Yes.
LILIYANA: Because we like to be able to play the way we do, without, really without limits and without barriers, but
AUDREY: Yeah
LILIYANA: We have to respect that, and when we play with other people be conscientious about that. I am, I always use, I’m sure you are too, I always use –
AUDREY: Yeah, I use, I always use barriers if for, if I’m going to be penetrated or if um, I’m going to put my fingers in somebody, or like I use gloves and stuff.
LILIYANA: Yeah.
AUDREY: For oral, like, it really depends on the person and the safety like, kind of how I, if I think that they’re safe, you know.
LILIYANA: (Laughs)
AUDREY: If I think they’re safe and they’re, like –
LILIYANA: After you’ve had hopefully a really good communications with them.
AUDREY: Yeah, so it’s like, it’s not, ‘cause I don’t really like to do any casual play, so it’s not-
LILIYANA: Right.
AUDREY: Like its people in, like, in some sort of relationship with.
LILIYANA: Relationship. And hopefully-
AUDREY: I know who they’re with –
LILIYANA: They’re other play partners are, yeah it’s good to –
AUDREY: And getting tested regularly, I think, like I get tested probably every three or four months or so.
LILIYANA: I get tested every three months, and I’m like you, I always use barriers with penetration, gloves and condoms, for toys too.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: And everything for that, yeah, and trying to get to know your partners a little bit and your partners’ partners –
AUDREY: Yeah, I think that’s really important,
LILIYANA: Making sure there’s good communication, yeah, I agree.
[Cut to scene]
[Fucking-induced happy sounds and moans, then kissing and sighs]
[Cut to interview]
LILIYANA: Well, this is basically the first time I’ve done porn in this kind of a situation. I’ll admit, I’ve got alike a little camera at home and I’ve done like selfie stuff or things.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: Um, but the only other like real porn shoot I’ve done is the thing we did for House of Cord.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: Where, and that’s very, that’s, that’s different, it’s more-
AUDREY: More fetish –
LILIYANA: It’s definitely a fetish type of shoot, you are clothed, you are, you know, in your shiny, shiny –
AUDREY: Catsuits and stuff-
LILIYANA: Catsuits and stuff.
AUDREY: Yeah
LILIYANA: And though you have, I mean, I had a lot of fun doing it. And-
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: Uh, it was sexy, but it’s a different kind of fun and sexy, it’s got that formal fetish component, which is great, ‘cause you get bring out-
AUDREY: Yeah –
LILIYANA: That part of your personality too. Um, but this was completely different, because this is again, so organic, so natural.
AUDREY: M-hmm.
LILIYANA: You’re with someone,
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: That you care so much a bout, and that you think is really sexy, and you have a sexy, sexy, special relationship with, and I think that comes through too.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: I like that.
AUDREY: This is, um, my second shoot with Crash Pad.
LILIYANA: M-hmm.
AUDREY: And I had just loved the first time, um, but I also have been behind the camera a lot with um, House of Cord.
LILIYANA: Right.
AUDREY: And so I’ve been shooting for like several years doing that, and I’ve been in some other ones, um, smaller clips, but I like that this is like a longer format.
LILIYANA: Right.
AUDREY: And it’s more about intimacy and, and-
LILIYANA: It’s not just a snapshot.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: You get to see a little more about the people and –
AUDREY: Yeah
LILIYANA: And kind of like their story.
AUDREY: yeah, and it’s like with someone that I really care bout a lot, so it’s like, really meaningful to me and this, this whole scene we did was like so fun.
LILIYANA: Yeah.
AUDREY: So.
LILIYANA: I would keep doing it. I would keep doing it.
AUDREY: Oh, yeah.
LILIYANA: And I love you princess, but I wouldn’t just do it with you.
(Laughter)
AUDREY: And I think it’s important also to like um see different types of people
LILIYANA: Yeah.
AUDREY: Um, like what they enjoy and like that’s, that’s part of like –
LILIYANA: That’s part of why you play with other people.
AUDREY: It’s part of the human experience like.
LILIYANA: M-hmm.
AUDREY: Knowing what different people enjoy and kind of observing that I just find it fascinating.
LILIYANA: I do too.
AUDREY: And I want to contribute to that.
LILIYANA: Yeah.
AUDREY: You know?
LILIYANA: Human sexuality is so amazing and so complex.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: And it’s really fun to actually be part of that exploration.
AUDREY: Yeah, totally
LILIYANA: Yeah.
[Cut to scene]
LILIYANA: My pretty little princess, laughter. Yeah.
(Laughter)
LILIYANA: Good girl.
[Kissing and making out sounds]
LILIYANA: (Whispering) That’s my girl. Good girl. Yeah. You know princess.
AUDREY: Mm.
LILIYANA: I’m proud to be your Daddy. I’m proud to be your Daddy. You happy to be my girl?
AUDREY: Uh huh.
LILIYANA: My little girl
[Cut to interview]
LILIYANA: Well, getting to do this, um, meant a lot to me personally, and was really important to me, um, because probably like a lot of people, I didn’t really feel like I had the chance to acknowledge and express my sexuality for a long time.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: In my life. And the past few years have been about acknowledging different parts of myself and my needs and interests and what my sexuality is about.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: And finding the courage to integrate those things and express them. And I could never have imagined from where I was a few years ago that I would be here now.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: And be able to express those things and show those things and hare them with the world, and there being something like Pink and White and Crash Pad and all the awesome –
AUDREY: Yeah –
LILIYANA: Indie, feminist, queer, all those, all the good things, all the time kinds of porn that’s being made now –
AUDREY
Yeah.
LILIYANA: And it gives people the opportunity to fulfill that in a very.
AUDREY: M-hmm.
LILIYANA: Special open, I’m not afraid, I’m not ashamed and I embrace this and all the other people like me and please be like that is it’s like even if you aren’t doing it on camera, please have the courage to look those things in yourself.
AUDREY: Yeah.
LILIYANA: And be able to find a way to express them, because there’s nothing, there’s nothing like that, it makes you feel so much more whole as a human, and it’s so good for your spirit.
AUDREY: Like I’ve been sort of in the last four years sort of relearning my own sexuality, um, and it’s, like it’s, it’s so interesting for me to see like what I enjoy now compered to what I enjoyed ten years ago. And um, and I love queer and indie porn because it really shows, you see a whole bunch of different perspectives and it really, I don’t know if you see someone that’s maybe a little bit like you, you can kind of say, hey, there are other people like me, like they’re into all these different things also, and it’s –
LILIYANA: And it’s okay to be into different things and different people –
AUDREY: Yeah, totally
LILIYANA: And it’s all, and it’s all beautiful.
[Kissing and hugging sweetness ensues]
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