Voice off Camera: Let’s move back there, and you two are just gonna get closer. How’s your shot?
Chocolate Chip: Do you like picked it up?
VOC2:Um..good… feel like I should do the same thing as (background unintelligible)
VOC: Okay
Nikki Darling: Yeah (Shrugs).
Chocolate Chip: (Laughs, Nods, Whispers) Good.
Nikki Darling: I’m like really light so…
(laughter)
(Indistinct chatter in background)
Chocolate Chip: It’s like, sometimes its obnoxious, but I feel like I was like ..(makes aggressive gesture, Whispers) I wanna pick her up..
(Laughter)
VOC2: Can we see you guys stop one more time?
VOC:Yeah.
VOC2: On your mark one more time
VOC: On your mark both of you. A little more, over.
Chocolate Chip: But I would never do that…
[Cut to interview]
Nikki Darling: How do you enjoy the shoot today)? (giggle)
Chocolate Chip: I liked it a lot.
(Nikki Darling giggles)
Chocolate Chip: Um, I feel like I give the same answers every time that I shoot (laughter)
Chocolate Chip: But um, I always feel super shy and like, like nervous about just like, yeah like self conscious about how slowly am I like unwrapping the condom. (laughter) Or like all these little things and it always ends up being really cool to just like, to just yeah I don’t know. It just feels like kinda like a meditative practice
Nikki Darling: Mmhmm
Choclate Chip: And just like, it’s just like exploring that with somebody like that’s new is really cool. Um, yeah and it was really hot,
Nikki Darling: Mmhmm
Chocolate Chip: It was really fun to um, as I’m like as I’m understanding my identity, my like sexual identity… like all the time, but like right now like I definitely I think because I am shy, I forget how toppy I am so
Nikki Darling: Mmhmm (Nods)
Chocolate Chip: I actually really like doing things to people. And I like um, I like doing like Dom-ie activities but I’m so, I’m like I feel like there is like this like, I guess I’ve gotten like, there’s like um, the ways that I usually see folks do those activities or like folks are really bossy and assertive and I’m like
Nikki Darling: Mmhmm (Nods)
Chocolate Chip: I’m kind of learning that I don’t have to be
Nikki Darling: Mmhmm
Chocolate Chip: to do them. So that’s really cool um, yeah it was really fun playing with you today.
Nikki Darling: (Smiles) Yay! (Laughter)
Nikki Darling: Um..
Chocolate Chip: Yeah, what about you? What did you or how did you feel about the shoot today?
Nikki Darling: Um, I totally enjoyed myself today at the shoot. You are a beautiful person and um, I um I love the female body so much. (Laughs) And I just love um, I loved being in an environment and uh, where you can just enjoy another person’s body. And it was super hot and very fun. And um, same thing with me just kind of, I guess everyone is always in a process of figuring out their sexuality but just like figuring out my sexuality as well, both like my more submissive and my dominate side and how you can, how its possible to be both and you can kind of switch between the two. And just like you said its not about being bossy, like you can, you can be toppy, but be sensual and sexy and make the experience enjoyable for both parties. And I really like doing that…
(Chocolate Chip giggles)
Nikki Darling: …and like having that kind of exchange. And it was great doing that with you. It was so much fun so (laughter)
Chocolate Chip: Cool. (Nods)
[Cut to Scene]
(Chocolate Chip is teasing Nikki Darling)
Chocolate Chip: Where do you want to be tickled?
Nikki Darling: (Moans) (giggles) Ohhh…(laughter)
(Nikki Darling lifts up and Chocolate Chip begins teasing her nipples, Nikki Darling moans and laughs)
[Cuts to interview]
Chocolate Chip: What was challenging about the shoot?
Nikki Darling: Um, this was a really like easy going shoot
Chocolate Chip: That’s whats up.
Nikki Darling: Um, probably I’d say like of anything, and I wouldn’t say it was even really challenging, but probably just like, sort of mapping out like what we were gonna do and stuff like that ,and then also sometimes um it can be, sometimes it can be like kind of difficult when um you’re working with someone like you haven’t met before and stuff.
Chocolate Chip: Totally.
Nikki Darling: And so, just kind of like feeling that person out and like discussing what you really like. Like what’s good for you and what’s not good for you. Um, and so, and then also just like when its someone you don’t know its always just like oh, like I don’t wanna freak them out.
Chocolate Chip: Right.
You know there’s just always all these things going on in your head and you’re nervous about a lot of stuff. But um, so I guess that was like a challenging thing is kind of like you know you’re being really personal with someone you don’t really know.
Chocolate Chip: Totally.
Nikki Darling: And um, just kind of like fast-forwarding to like hey, here’s our bodies, lets share them!
(Laughter)
Nikki Darling: So, so yeah, so um, but I, I think it went really well and it was um, I really, I felt very comfortable during the shoot through out the entire process.
Chocolate Chip: Cool.
Nikki Darling: So, yeah. Um, what was challenging about the shoot for you?
Chocolate Chip: I feel like the..like the intro like the, like the intro stuff is always like the hardest stuff for me. Cuz I’m like I’m a really bad actor and I’m like we didn’t just come from the movies, like we’re in a studio, sorry to take us out of the fantasies or like… I dunno it’s like, it’s cool, it’s fun, but it’s always just like, I’m like, they’re gonna know, they’re gonna know!
(Laughter)
Nikki Darling: I can’t suck!
(Laughter)
Chocolate Chip: Um, then I also I really appreciate how much mapping out we did and like kind of like detailed kind of boundary and like desire um, conversation that we did previous. I think that like helped..
Nikki Darling: Yeah (Nods)
Chocolate Chip: …like things go a lot easier and like yeah, thank you for having that conversation.
Nikki Darling: Oh no, no problem!
(laughter)
Nikki Darling: Alright. Do you do porn? And if so, why do you continue to do porn?
Chocolate Chip: I haven’t, I feel like I, I haven’t done much in the last few years um, I’d like to do more…um, I continue to do it um, I feel like for the same reason I kind of mentioned earlier and I mentioned before I was like um, yeah I really enjoy the meditative aspect of like being, yeah I dunno like navigating and we were like talking about this earlier..
Nikki Darling: Mmhmm
Chocolate Chip: But like it’s like..it’s such a distinct situation of like,
(Nikki Darling laughs)
Chocolate Chip: Like getting it on with somebody and then there’s like three other people in the room that are like you’re like, they’re there but you’re like camera there..
(Laughter)
Nikki Darling: Yeah
Chocolate Chip: Um, it’s cool like kinda coming in and out of those spaces. And I think its especially cool for me like, as uh, somebody who’s like, I’m a really self-conscious person so I feel it kind of is like, it feels a little bit at home to me to be like oh no there are actually people watching..
Nikki Darling: (Laughs)
Chocolate Chip: And then it’s like [indistinct] people watching.. So that’s cool. Um…
(Laughter)
Chcolate Chip: Um yeah I dunno its just, Its just really fun to like, um and yeah like I’m also a shy person so getting to be like intimate and very direct with people and its like there is like a space allowed for that to happen.
Nikki Darling: Mmhmm.
Chocolate Chip: In ways that..um you don’t have to like set up that space and then do it. It’s like kind of there.
Nikki Darling: Yeah.
Chocolate Chip: So I’m really into that.
Nikki Darling: Awesome. (Giggle)
Chocolate Chip: What about you?
Nikki Darling: Um, yes I do porn. Um, I’ve been doing it for a little over a year. Um, and I continue to do porn um, for a lot of reasons. I’m uh, it is, it always is a very sexual liberating experience for me and um, I think um, in our society we’re taught to kind of be ashamed of really enjoying sex and being very sexually open and comfortable with it. And so I, I really enjoy doing porn because um, it, it really just allows me to really get in touch with the things that I do like and the things that I don’t like. And being comfortable with my body, and knowing by body, um you know, to a T. And I, I think it opens up the conversation, because for, no matter for, you know like the different places I shot for you there is always that communication that you have with that person, right? It’s like, What do you like? What do you not like? Is this cool? Can I do this? Is that alright? You know? And so, I feel like that just opens up um, that creates just a whole different comfort that makes sex as an experience, like completely different and awesome. You know? Cuz I feel like we’re taught to like to kind of be ashamed of like talking openly about sex and stuff.
Chocolate Chip: Mmhmm, Mmhmm.
Nikki Darling: So um, that’s why I continue to do it. And I also continue to do it because I um, um I think like it, it does make me more confident in my body. Where before I used to be self-conscious cuz I have small boobs, or my hair and its like that..and its, its awesome to just you know be like, this is my body. This is what it is. And yeah.
Chocolate Chip: That’s awesome
Nikki Darling: So…yeah. (Nods)
Chocolate Chip: (Clears throat) Any closing statements? Anything that the previous questions didn’t address? That you’re like, I really have to say this! About today, or porn, or anything?
Nikki Darling: I really enjoyed the open communication that we had. I think it made the scene so awesome and like really great. Like, yeah…
Chocolate Chip: That’s what’s up. I agree.
Nikki Darling: Yeah. I really appreciated that and it was awesome.
(Laughter)
Chocolate Chip: Yeah. I, yeah…I think I really appreciate..yeah. I appreciate you for um, being receptive to that, and also for like that’s one of the things that I, that’s really cool about doing porn with crash pad is that it feels….. yeah, there just like so much space for that and sometimes ,sometimes it like, I dunno there’s not always its not always easy, its not, there’s not always like an environment that makes that conversation easy
Nikki Darling: Yeah
Chocolate Chip: And so like yeah, that’s really important um, when it works for folks and…
Nikki Darling: Yeah
Chocolate Chip: I, I agree.
(Laughter)
Nikki Darling: Yes
VOC:Awesome, Thank you…Yay!
Chocolate Chip and Nikki together: Yay!
(Clapping, Laughter)
Chocolate Chip: Yeah!
(Laughter)