California: Please vote NO on Prop 60!
All performers were 18 years of age
or older at time of the production
July 9th 2016
7/9/2016
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Behind the Scenes 120: Mistress Kara & Stefani Special
Transcription by: katina Douveas
[Off Camera]:
CREW 1: Rolling.. Woop! Yeah. A little lower? Yeah. Lower.. That’s fine, I still
got you. Ok good. [CLAPS]. Golden.
It helps if the camera’s running [Laughter]. It does! Alright. Do this one.. CREW 2: That’s cool that’s cool. We’re supposed to shoot the rehearsal. [CLAPS].
CREW 1: Woo! [Laughter].
CREW 2: Alright. Standby. Ok.. and.. speak
CREW 1: And.. start the action.
MK: So. How did you enjoy the shoot today?
SS: (Squeals)
MK: (Laughs) Sounds positive.
SS: (Laughs)
MK: How about words (Laughs)
SS: (Laughs) I.. really enjoyed it. It was really fun. I really enjoyed like, adding.. well.. let me start off – like the.. the stuff we’ve touched on before like impact play and, you know, um.. uh.. verbal humiliation – stuff like that. Like I love that all the time and adding the extra element of electricity into it tonight..
MK: (Laughs)
SS: ..was so awesome. It was amazing. So what did you enjoy about the shoot?
MK: (Laughs) I enjoyed very much the fact that this is a shoot that is about you and I and everything that happened was so wonderful and delicious and something that I really enjoy doing with you. But beyond every act, the fact that it was me and you, just.. together, doing what we do.
SS: So true
MK: Very organic, very just natural, that for me was just undescribable.
SS: Yes. Yes it was, yeah. I, I, I really like playing with you like, whether it’s on or off camera..
MK: Mmm hmm
SS: ..and when there’s a camera there that lets us play like we’re off camera
MK: Yes
SS: ..but just catches it all.. the best
MK: (Laughs)
SS: (Laughs) Yeah. Cuz I, I really like that, like the whole natural progression of things, and like the, the real chemistry / authenticity that we have and..
MK: But.. um.. aheh.. zapping your ass..
SS: (Squeals)
MK: ..and then tickling you, and then spanking you and then zapping your ass and then tickling you.. like that – that was I love taking you back and forth to extremes, and confusing you, and getting you just completely into a subspace where you don’t have any thoughts of your own, and you’re going back and forth – I.. I love doing that
SS: Yes. It was. I didn’t have many thoughts of my own at all (Laughs)
MK: (Laughs)
SS: I.. so.. I know the tickling got intense, and a period where I had to pull your hands away (Laughs)
MK: I know – adorable
SS: I guess that’s like when bondage would come in or something but (Laughs)
MK: It’s cute when you think you can physically move me
SS: Right.. I liked when – one of my favorite parts of the shoot, was before any of the electricity came out.. um.. it was when you were laying on top of me and you like had me in that prone position and my legs were spread and you like, were just like dominating. Heh heh. It was awesome. It was like.. like human bondage pretty much
MK: Like an anaconda – the more you struggle, the more I squeeze (Laughter)
SS: (Laughter) Yeah. It’s awesome.
[Sex Scene]
SS: (Squeling, Screaming, Laughing)
MK: I didn’t say you could turn over
SS: No you didn’t! I’m sorry! (Screams, Laughs)
MK: (Laughs) What do you say about that (unintelligible) ..for my pleasure?
SS: Yes, Mistress
MK: You want me to get off using every part of your..
[Interview]
MK: So I want you to tell me what was challenging about the shoot
SS: I.. I would say challenging.. I don’t know if anything was particularly challenging except for like withstanding all the tickling
MK: (Laughs) Yes.
SS: Coming from the other sensations
MK: Yes
SS: That was the challenging part. Oh yeah – and then the electricity shocking my butt plug – my middle butt plug..
MK: (Laughs) You..
SS: That was pretty..
MK: I’d see that might be a challenge for you, you did speak in tongues there for a minute
SS: That was pretty intense, like it was challenging not to kick you in the face (Laughs)
MK: (Laughs) Oh yes, I’m very glad you didn’t. I was very aware of your feet but also reminding you
SS: Yeah
MK: Giving you another, yet another layer of things to have to.. have to do and take on
SS: And I love tasks, and I love, like, you know..
MK: But challenges
SS: ..things I have to challenge – tasks and challenges, and stuff like that they’re always..
MK: Yeah
SS: ..really fucking erotic to me because like you know it gives me more like of a objective to please you
MK: Absolutely.
[Sex Scene]
SS: (Squealing)
MK: Do not fucking kick me
SS: (Unintelligible)
MK: Speaking in tongues! This is a religious experience now? (Laughs)
SS: Yes. Yes.
[Interview]
SS: What um.. was there anything challenging for you in the shoot?
MK: (Laughs)
SS: I mean you were the top / dom..
MK: Nothing.. oh well that doesn’t mean that things can’t be physical..
SS: That’s true
MK: like there’s certain times when what I’m physically doing can take so much out of me, um.. but no, this time it was very.. because it was um.. me being fully just in the moment and being me and doing exactly what I wanted to do – I wouldn’t say that there was anything that was physically challenging, except for the fact that my strap on harness was too big cuz it was new.. and so I had to kind of hold onto it while I was fucking you, and usually, you know that I like to hands free fuck you and just use your body as leverage. So I had um.. it took me a little longer to come because of that, but then, I came and it was.. fucking perfect (Laughs)
SS: Awesome. Yeah I notice how like strap ons aren’t always.. unfaulty. (Laughs)
MK: No, but I um.. had I, had I really put that one on and really felt it without like putting it on over clothes, then I would’ve known, so.. Next time I will know that the strap on harness must fit me perfectly so that I can fuck you the way I wanna fuck you without having to think about it. But it did make me prolong, kind of edge myself a little bit (Laughs) Cuz I kept like almost (unintelligible) I was like “ok”.. I almost came and then it got taken away and.. no one else is doing it, so I don’t punish anybody for it but I’m edging myself so it’s ok. (Laughs)
SS: (Laughs)
MK: The, the harness edged me today, that was my challenge
SS: You could’ve punished it for it. You could’ve punished me for it
MK: Oh I did..
SS: You did punish me for it
MK: Yes (Laughs)
SS: (Laughs) It’s wonderful.
[Sex Scene]
SS: (Moaning)
MK: (Heavy breathing)
[Interview]
SS: So what are your safe sex practices and why?
MK: Um my safe sex practices can vary from partner to partner. But, um, I am uh.. polyamorous and so when I am outside of my primary um with uh.. with penises, basically, always wearing a condom. Um.. testing before every shoot, uh having a two week test window, and um.. the uh.. communication. And asking those hard questions, you know, and asking, you know, for that honesty. So that, you know, the partner and I, whoever I’m with, can.. disclose, so that we can be comfortable in taking the precautions that we need to with each other, which may vary from person to person. Um, but yeah, generally condoms across the board, and testing, um.. and communication.
SS: That’s so true
MK: What are your safe sex precautions and why?
SS: Um, well, other than testing in the industry, the two week window like you said, um.. the past testing, uh, uh.. which I think is really, um.. uh.. effective.. and, more than “I just think” – it’s been proven to be very effective
MK: It’s.. it’s a fact
SS: Totally (Laughs)
MK: (Laughs)
SS: And uh.. I would say condoms when I don’t know my partner, maybe haven’t had as much like.. you know conversation as I would wanna have, maybe not as much transparency.. And usually I’m not with those kind of people but like with you we have a high degree of transparency in our relationship..
MK: Mmm hmm (Laughs)
SS: ..with this really upfront and honest communication. (Laughs) I’m still subspace cum drunk a little bit so
MK: (Laughs)
SS: So I’m fucking up the words
MK: It’s all good.
SS: Um.. yeah, but upfront and honest communication is like the, um..
MK: Foundation
SS: paramount. Yeah, foundation of safer sex, like.. yeah. And if you add testing on top of that, you know, it’s like, you’re not gonna be unsafe, you know. If you’re, if you’re.. if you are having sex with people inside the industry who get tested every two weeks just like you do, then, you should, I mean, I – I believe that you should be able to be.. able to talk to your partner and say, you know, do you wanna do a condom or no condom?
MK: And the, and the whole point is to reduce the risk as much as possible..
SS: Of course
MK: ..which I think that in the industry we do an amazing job at reducing the risk of far more than..
SS: Totally.
MK: ..you know, a lot of..
SS: Yeah
MK: ..uh, a lot of people who may not have the exposure to, you know, just, you know, uh, sexuality and.. and being able to like um, you know be on video and play with this part of themselves
SS: Totally true
MK: um.. so, a lot of people aren’t presented with that question and they are just, you know, they just learn to, like “hey, you hook up, sometimes you don’t use a condom” it’s like
SS: Yeah
MK: you know, that’s a very normal thing. But in the industry, that’s not a, that’s not a thing. You are always on top of it, you are always held accountable, and, um, I love that.
SS: Mmm Hmm
MK: I love that we’re all held accountable, um.. so.. yeah statistically, I feel, uh, I feel very, very safe, I feel like my risk has been reduced as much as it can..
SS: Of course
MK: ..and also accepting that regardless of weather we’re, you know, playing on camera or off camera – there is always a risk, no matter what
SS: Yeah. Of course. Well, it’s just like.. it’s just like in kink – it’s risk assess kink, or risk aware kink, you know – it’s not safe staying central anymore cuz the, the borders of what safe, what borders of what safe sane and consensual are kind of..
MK: Are subjective
SS: ..subjective, um.. so..
MK: But these conversations are alive and well and those are being spoken about and we’re deciding and evolving what that means, but..
SS: Totally
MK: ..but we’re aware and we’re.. we’re conversing about it, which is.. you know and always trying to reduce risk as much as possible, you know?
SS: Mmm hmm
MK: So, but yeah, um.. and if you don’t wanna, you know, sit in your house and not ever leave it life is going to carry some inherent risks and I’m..
SS: Totally. Unless you’re bubble boy or bubble girl, whatever
MK: (Laughs) Then we’d buy the bubble and put you in a bubble? A latex or no that’s a..
SS: No, a latex bubble, yeah! Maybe..
MK: ..in a vacuum seal. You’d be safe. You’ll be very safe.
SS: What is that? What category is that?
MK: Shhhh..
SS: I think too much
MK: (Laughs)
SS: (Laughs) That’s my switch side, trying to think there. I’m just so enthralled with all the different avenues that are able to be explored with your lover and in BDSM and kink and stuff like that, that’s why a lot of my material..
MK: In the adult industry in general, I’ve, you know, it’s opened up..
SS: Yeah
MK: ..amazing doors for me
SS: It has opened up a lot of doors, and especially this last year for, um, people who didn’t work with trans or are trans.. uh, they are able to do a lot more things now..
MK: Yeah
SS: ..like, things that they actually like, and not just like..
MK: Times they are a’changin’, baby
SS: ..catering towards, you know the, the one patriarchal, one, you know, stereotype that.. you know.. but yeah..
MK: So, uh.. we’re both, we’ve.. both in the industry, we actually met on set and um.. you know what.. what brought you to porn and what keeps you here?
SS: I love sex, number one. That, I’m sorry.. that’s..
MK: (Laughs)
SS: ..me.. I’m that slut, I got in a porn because I wanted to do sexual exploration, I wanted to explore my sexuality, I was really let down when I realized that a lot of mainstream trans porn is.. you know.. not that way. (Laughs) So, um.. like we were talking about on the last question, you know – it’s kind of progressed now and it’s like I really wanna be part of it now and especially since I’m like.. I don’t like to pull my own dick, but like I’m one of the performers that are at the forefront of the, you know, climate change or the uh you know culture shift and all that, um.. and I just really wanna be able to make, uh.. alternative outlets for genres for upcoming trans girls where they’re, you know, safe and they get to do their fantasies you know and.. you know just.. more of an authentic, you know expression of their sexuality instead of like a contrived stereotype you know
MK: Yes. You are definitely an advocate for that
SS: (Squeals)
MK: I love that about you
SS: Thank you
MK: Yes. Absolutely. Um.. yeah visibility, baby
SS: Visibility. Visibility and owning our sexuality
MK: Yes
SS: Cuz a lot of um.. lesbian.. um.. uh.. videographers have done it, and gay videographers have done it, you know, they’ve all been directors and stuff like that, you know, and owning a transwoman.. not too many, we’ve had, you know, some but.. we’re getting more and more like girls that are just like really controlling their sexuality, you know, that are really owning it and not like just, you know doing whatever they have to do for the camera, or sitting on a couch and jerking off or whatever but.. yeah. Um.. I wanted to ask you – um.. what, uh.. why do you do porn and continue to do it?
MK: Um I you know I actually became a dominatrix in my uh mid twenties and.. there’s uh many reasons I can look back when I was younger and see like wow I was a kinky little bitch, I didn’t even know it
SS (Laughs)
MK: Um.. but learning to like recognize these things about ourselves and not feel shame was a big part of my.. uh, coming out so to speak, in my mid twenties, and that evolved into.. um, you know also being in a long term pansexual polyamorous relationship, being pansexual and, and in my, when I was thirty, getting involved in porn. And, um.. I, I was sought out, asked, uh.. they needed a dominatrix to do, um.. some things and they sought.. found my website and I was like you know I.. I’m already out there.. um.. having experiences, sexual experiences with my poly partners in groups and things like that and it’s, you know, this thing that I wanna explore further. And so um.. I was like yes! And when I did I got to connect with people – I was very fortunate that I didn’t.. I wasn’t seeking it as my only thing, so I didn’t have to necessarily.. I could, I could say no if I was like no that doesn’t actually work for me. So I was very lucky that I only worked and have only worked for companies that have respected me, respected my boundaries.. and I have boundaries – there’s certain things that I’m not going to do cuz they’re not who I really am and I.. and it just doesn’t work for me. You know more power to if someone’s like well I’m versatile, and even though this isn’t necessarily what I would do I’m gonna do it cuz I’m good at it, it looks great – but for me you know I do have my limits and I’ve always had those respected with the companies I’ve worked with and I really value that. And because of that I’ve only continued to grow in my own sexuality and who I am.. and, um.. the people I cross paths with, the amazing people I cross paths with through being in the more, you know, the alternative porn scene basically and not having to subscribe to a “look” or to, you know.. I mean.. yeah.. I just.. I don’t have to like do something to be a fantasy for someone else, it’s like I am me, and if that’s a fantasy for you, then awesome. But, you know, um.. So my experiences have been really wonderful, so I’ve continued to immerse myself in that world and to get booked for.. for me. And there’s been times when I didn’t get booked because I was like well no, I actually won’t do that – thank you for offering, and um.. and then eventually it’s like well if you do wanna book me this is what I am.. and, um.. and then I was – a lot of the.. especially a lot of female directors coming out now that I.. I’ve mostly been directed by females and female crews and um.. for me that is incredibly inspiring. I consider myself a full on feminist, I have no shame in saying that, and I love that I can be.. ah.. a full fledged, you know, um.. porn actress, I can be a dominatrix, and I can also be a fucking feminist.. and uh.. you know
SS: Of course why can’t you
MK: Yeah exactly..
SS: Yeah
MK: ..and we live in a time period that is where we are able to say that and not be looked at like we’re completely insane. Um.. so it’s a scary but beautiful time and porn has helped me discover who I am – not just sexually, but even as a person. And um.. it continues to open doors for me.. and so um.. you know I’ve been well taken care of, and I am very grateful
SS: Yeah
MK: And I look forward to a lot more fun, amazing experiences
SS: Yeah that’s so true uh.. even outside of the like performance side of it, it’s like – the people I’ve met in the industry..
MK: Yes, right?
SS: ..you know? That’s another thing, I mean some of the best people in the world – you know?
MK: Me too
SS: You.
MK: Right? (Laughs)
[Sex Scene]
SS: (Moaning, Squealing)
[Interview]
SS: Um.. see now I’m getting choked up
MK: (Laughs) Now she’s quiet
SS: (Laughs) Now I’m getting choked up – this always happens to me! Um.. yeah. I think I said pretty much everything that I was wanting to say today.. um.. but.. was there anything else you would need to say?
MK: Um.. (unintelligible) ..but no I feel.. I feel like I feel like we’ve covered what my brain can right now (Laughs) I’m kind of like.. mushy..
SS: Yeah I’m still subspace, you’re probably still topspeed
MK: I’m in top space (Laughs)
SS: (Laughs, Squeals)
MK: But I am very, very grateful that um.. the porn industry has brought us together and we get to have amazing experiences that people from past generations may not have ever been able to have or at least have in a way that wasn’t, like, shamed by society so much, that we can be more visible than we ever could before. And that, um.. although it’s..
SS: So true
MK: ..you know it’s still a.. uh.. crazy times, we live in amazing times and we’re part of that, and we need to continue to be a part of that, and continue to be as loud as we can, and as visible as we can – cuz silence is not our friend.
SS: It’s not. And, um.. actually there was one thing I wanted to say.. um.. There’s a.. there’s a.. a ballot that’s trying to trick the public into voting on to put us in danger, and it’s called uh.. Prop 60. Um.. and we are uh.. trying to get the word out there to vote “NO” on Prop 60 um, because basically what this bill would do is make uh.. if somebody.. it’s, it’s called the “sue a pornstar bill” so, if you’re able.. if you’re watching a porn and you see one frame without a condom (it doesn’t matter if you’re using condoms in it) but if one frame without a condom – you, uh.. are liable to be sued by any California resident. Uh.. or, if AIDS Healthcare Foundation doesn’t um.. take uh.. upon the claim.. and by doing that would release our private names and our addresses, uh.. make it all public record
MK: So are they gonna do that for like, you know, a stunt driver that doesn’t wear a helmet? Is he gonna get in trouble? He’s a professional stunt driver in that industry, but.. he should probably wear all the same safety equipment as normal society to have.. (unintelligible).. Right?
SS: Yeah
MK: They’re gonna get.. they’re gonna have the same thing happen to them, right? No?
SS: I know that.. I know that.
MK: It’s.. you know it is and it’s Prop 60
SS: Yeah, Prop 60 – I just wanted to say that, like: “VOTE NO ON PROP 60!!!”
MK: And it’s confusing so it’s gonna be put in a way where people think they need to vote yes instead of.. yeah. Cuz, they do that.
SS: Well I know they went back and forth, they said it was 59 then they said it was 60, then they said it was 59, and went back to 60, so.. like, I guess it was just trying to like confuse us, or they might’ve been confused, really.. I don’t know.
MK: So.. it’s.. it’s very.. it’s meant to be confusing
SS: Yes.
MK: So.. and for all clarity..
SS: VOTE “NO” ON PROP 60, California
MK: (Laughs)
SS: PLEASE. We.. we need you to not put us in danger. We love what we do and we love to, like, fulfill y’all’s fantasies through the visualization while we fulfill our own and everything.. and we regulate our self, and we’re working with _____ to regulate even more and.. there’s no reason we should have AIDS Healthcare Foundation which is a 3rd party to regulate, to help.. to, to try to, to put their nose in the mix when they don’t even show up to a public meeting that we’ve set up for ‘em, so.. But.. that’s on a different subject, but you said if I had anything else to say (Laughs)
MK: I love all the things you have to say
SS: (Laughs, Sighs) Thank you mistress I love YOU
MK: Thank you
SS: And I love you letting me say all these things
MK: (Laughs) Until I put the ball gag in
SS: Big fuckin’ ball gag
MK: I know! I know! It’s huge..
SS: That’s a challenging part right there, that’s like (mimics trying to speak with a ball gag in place)
MK: (Laughs) Speak up they can’t hear you
SS: (Laughs)
MK: (Laughs)
All performers were 18 years of age
or older at time of the production
July 9th 2016
7/9/2016
All documentation per 18 USC 2257
is maintained by the custodian of
records L. Houston, 1458 Unit B7
San Bruno Ave., San Francisco CA, 94110.
Not to be viewed by minors.