Lover: How did you enjoy the shoot today?

Dolly: I had such a wonderful time. I had many an orgasm. Felt so cared for and, like, adored and worshiped. And that feels really powerful for me. And I loved it. So thank you. I really enjoyed the shoot today.

Dolly: Oh, you are so welcome. Thank you.

Dolly: Lover, how did you enjoy the shoot today?

Lover: I loved it. I’m going to be so real with you though. Internally there was like a *squeals* the whole time and I was like, be cool, be cool, be cool. But inside it was just *squeals* Fucking delighted. Yes. And when the the splash came through on that, that was just like, it’s always so affirming every time. Like just every time. So thank you for being built the way that you are. Thank you for sharing with me and on me. This was fucking delightful.

Dolly: I had such a good day.

Lover: Yeah, you’re a peach. So what, if anything, was challenging today?

Dolly: I think because I’ve been a performer, like, most of my life. Like being like a theater kid and all those things. I think my instinct is like when I’m performing to “perform” but it was really important to me to try and stay connected with you and to have, like, an authentic and, just like real connection moments with you. So that, like, keeping that sort of double consciousness is a little challenging. Yeah.

Lover: Yeah. The double consciousness that was, similar for me, but more so than, just performing. It was the, tamping down the internal squealing and just like how fucking stoked and excited it was to be here that I really just wanted to, like, bounce and squeal. But that wasn’t quite what was called for for Mommy. We love a giggly Mommy, but like, keep it slightly together. And keeping it slightly together was my challenge today. You’re just so inspiring.

Dolly: Well, thank you.

Lover: Oh, my God.

Lover: What are your safer sex practices?

Dolly: I have a variety of safer sex practices lately. My, like, biggest one has been just like, in a weird way, like, having less sex.

Lover: – Felt! Yeah

Dolly: I have, I go through phases, you know, I be doing time on the apps. So sometimes, you know, I go through these phases where I’m like having a lot of sex and, you know, I take precautions and I use barriers and those things. But like lately, what’s felt best to me is just being, like, really intentional with who I’m playing with and who and how I’m, having sex. So, you know, less like penetrative sex and more like interesting and kinky and, expansive things. So, yeah, I, I think my, my safer sex practices of lately have been having less sex and also diversifying the kinds of sex I’m having.

Lover: – Yes.

Dolly: Lover, what are your safer sex practices
and why?

Lover: Yeah. So, with a good amount of time of being a slut under my belt, navigating, like, talking, tests and barriers, it feels sort of natural. The new one for me, though, is boundaries around different head spaces. So, like, what kind of words are okay and not, and being honest with people turning off the people pleaser, right. And being like, actually, you don’t have access to my girl or you can have this, but not that. So my safe sex has been a lot about the emotional, and yeah, navigating that has been new and life-altering.

Dolly: I think that’s so cool to sort of think about, because often when we think about safer sex practices, we just think about things like barriers
Lover: – Which, yes, also important
Dolly: Super important. But like also like the safer sex aspects of like, mental health and like how your sort of emotional state impacts your bodily safety. And I think that that’s really smart
to think about.

Lover: Abso fucking lutely.

Dolly: – You’re smart.

Lover: Sometimes.
All right, my dear. Have you done porn before? And if not, what made you want to seek this opportunity out?

Dolly: Yeah. I have been a performer of various sorts for, like, the majority of my life, and it seems like those sort of, like, creative performance things have all been kind of like working towards, like, going in a direction of, like, porn and, like, taking those performance skills and production skills and all of those things and like, kind of focusing them in on something that’s really important to me, which is like sexual freedom. And so, like, for me to be able to come in here and like take that opportunity and say, like, yeah, I’m going to do this, I’m going to take all my clothes off and fuck on camera and, you know, and then there’s also a piece of it that’s like, there’s not so many bodies that look like my body in, in a lot of porn, especially not in queer porn. Love queer porn, but like a lot of the times, there’s a lot of focus on, like, thinner white bodies. And to be able to not be that and to have the focus be about me and my pleasure is so powerful and amazing for me. So, to be able to kind of create this experience in this container or to put something that’s really affirming and, important to me out in the world is felt really special.

Lover: Good job being the freak you wish to see in the world.

[laughing]

Lover: Nice job.

Dolly: Lover, If you have done porn before, why do you continue to do it if this is your first time? What made you come here today and do this?

Lover: Yeah. So I do live streaming on the internet, and it’s getting lonely all alone in my sex cave with the largely cis straight dude audience. And so I wanted to be able to have that experience in a queer sphere and with a human being that felt like a lot of fun to play with. I’m getting out of the sex cave. And yeah, and to do it specifically with a queer intention, queer sex has been a laboratory and a playground for me. So having this opportunity to play and be the freak you wish to see in the world. Exactly. So I am so glad to be here with you. Thank you so much for this.

[giggling]

Lover: Kicking feet!

Dolly: Yeah

Lover: Amazing.

[Ava, off camera] Beautiful. Please ask each other: So if you could be any sex toy, what would you be?

Lover: Okay. So if you could be any sex toy, what would you be?

Dolly: If I could be any sex toy. I would be, you know, those belts that you like, wear. And then you take them off, and they, like, transform into, like, hand restraints? Or I would be one of those because it is functional and fun.

Lover: I love stuff that’s two things. Amazing.

Dolly: So Lover, if you could be any sex toy, what would you be?

Lover: I think, I mean, and this is gonna sound like super simple, but, a butt plug and it’s because I’m just obsessed with butts! I just want to be nestled in between some cheeks for all of eternity. That sounds nice. Love a butt.

Dolly: Yes. Butts are great. You have a great butt.

Lover: Stop!

[laughing]

Lover: Kicking feet! Oh, my God, you’re so fun.
I just – I feel super, super grateful for you in this moment. I know that we got to have some time in our dress rehearsals. Talking about our identities and the ways that queer sex has affirmed us. The times where it has cut to the quick, and it just feels really special to be here, sharing this with you.

Dolly: Yeah. I want to thank you so much for being, like, willing to go on this adventure with me and, just being so game for, yeah. And for coming into this container and building something really cool.

Lover: – Creation!

Dolly: Yeah.

Lover: Meow!

[kisses]